Lovely random analysis post
Travelling is good for the brain. I've been able to analyse a lot of the past twelve or so months briefly and put them into one hell of perspective.
I wasted a good deal of the year, I should have been away travelling much sooner rather than hanging onto delusions of jobs and friendship. The year looking back was both one of the best and the most miserable. Housemate when I look back was a taker and kept taking, with rare honesty. I would say for definite her girlfriend was more straight forward and truthful. I will never share with a couple in a small house again when there is no room to escape to own space. But until the last months I think we at least kept a measurement of friendship up. I will say then that after the spitefulness that went on for me there was no way I'll be looking them up (even if I -was- owed an email over final money payments) unless there is a miracle of something like time travel and I don't expect them to look me up because I can frankly say I was quite a bitch in that year and didn't know when to stop.
Okay that was a pile of unspecifics but heck I don't think anyone would really believe the full story of the year or really want to know it.
Safe to say though since I came back from England, remet friends and got new ones, and started travelling, the world looks so much brighter. I'm not day dreaming about huge stuff anymore. I'm enjoying each moment as it comes, having the odd bitch, meeting new people, becoming a lot more decisive and looking for things to do instead of sitting around a lot on the internet waiting for them to happen.
Next post: typhoon aftermath and new clothes
I wasted a good deal of the year, I should have been away travelling much sooner rather than hanging onto delusions of jobs and friendship. The year looking back was both one of the best and the most miserable. Housemate when I look back was a taker and kept taking, with rare honesty. I would say for definite her girlfriend was more straight forward and truthful. I will never share with a couple in a small house again when there is no room to escape to own space. But until the last months I think we at least kept a measurement of friendship up. I will say then that after the spitefulness that went on for me there was no way I'll be looking them up (even if I -was- owed an email over final money payments) unless there is a miracle of something like time travel and I don't expect them to look me up because I can frankly say I was quite a bitch in that year and didn't know when to stop.
Okay that was a pile of unspecifics but heck I don't think anyone would really believe the full story of the year or really want to know it.
Safe to say though since I came back from England, remet friends and got new ones, and started travelling, the world looks so much brighter. I'm not day dreaming about huge stuff anymore. I'm enjoying each moment as it comes, having the odd bitch, meeting new people, becoming a lot more decisive and looking for things to do instead of sitting around a lot on the internet waiting for them to happen.
Next post: typhoon aftermath and new clothes