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Haha. Might as well forget that last entry. So soon my good mood crumbles. I just got the apartment clean, which was the first accomplishment of the weekend. Now I'm fucking sweating like a pig. I can't tell if it's because the air still isn't working or because I've been working my ass off. My guess is both. I'd call maintenance again, but it wouldn't do any good. The soonest they'd get someone out here is tomorrow. So, guess I'm off to take my second cold shower of the evening.
For once in my life, things are falling into place. I've got a clear direction of where I'm headed and many, many goals to conquer. Professionally, I'm as solid as a rock. Now, if only I could be that way personally. A lot of the time I feel like the fates are telling me I'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life. No family, no super tight friends--just me. I wonder if I expect too much out of people or if they simply expect too little.
For once in my life, things are falling into place. I've got a clear direction of where I'm headed and many, many goals to conquer. Professionally, I'm as solid as a rock. Now, if only I could be that way personally. A lot of the time I feel like the fates are telling me I'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life. No family, no super tight friends--just me. I wonder if I expect too much out of people or if they simply expect too little.