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I missed her a lot yesterday and today... It feels like I can't breathe. Despite the fact that things are looking up in other areas of my life, there is a gigantic void. I miss her smile, her laugh, the way she looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered on earth. I miss the way my body snuggled up next to hers, like we were two puzzle pieces that belonged together. I miss so many little things. This hurts more than I ever dreamnt possible. My heart literally feels like it's breaking on a constant basis. The truly scary thing is, I think it's only going to get worse. If she says it's over for good... My mind can't even go that route. It's unthinkable, but a very real possibility.