Not as good as Happy Feet but I am biased.

Jan 06, 2007 16:59

Pan's Labrynth was great last night. pyr3sayz, backslash_zero, and I went to go see it at Varsity. It's actually the only place it was playing. I'm still feeling under the weather though so unfortunately many times throughout I had my eyes half closed. It didn't help that it was sooooo hot in there and that they only turned on the air conditioning in the last 10 mins of the show. We also bumped into infertil_embryo and mr. Pat and I wished them both a happy new year with hugs!

The most nerve wracking part of the night was when Rany warned me that she thinks that Teresa was there too. I saw her with my own eyes too, she was there. I didn't want to see but I saw her. I didn't want to talk to her but I wanted to talk to her even though I couldn't think of anything to say.

I'm still deeply hurt by her. She is the only woman that I ever came close to falling in love with. I feel like a part of my heart ... even though it completely belongs to my wonderful husband pyr3sayz... still has feelings for her. ....Even if they are only feelings of hurt.

I wish nothing had ever happened if it meant that she would exile me from her life. I know that we most likely were never meant to be together, but I was so strongly attracted to her. Thinking about her all gets tied up with the past though. One that included Mike, and that's one that I don't want to relive. It was a very painful time for me.

Yet.... I still miss her bright smile when she was genuinely happy.
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