Jan 30, 2007 20:54
It's all of the good that won't come out of me
And how eventually my mouth will just turn to dust
If I don't tell you quick.
Standing here on this frozen lake.
Rilo Kiley -- All The Good That Won't Come Out
This song is really... poignant for me right now. I feel that I should be expressive with myself and honest with other people. Tonight I've not felt like doing anything. I ran into a friend in the SUB and sat with her for a bit and ate wonderfully un-healthy french fries. I sat in on her rehearsal as she accompanied (on the piano) this girl. Was really interesting, and some of the pieces were really enjoyable.
I'm going to wait for him because I think what we had was too good to let slip through my fingers if it ever presents itself again.
My grades are slipping a little right now, and I need to really kick my studying in high gear if I want to get As again. The impending doom of having to pay for my insurance (discounts for good grades!) is helping spur me on. And because I want to do well. No more fucking around.