Dec 31, 2008 22:17
New Years' Eve, on my computer, sober as a judge. Helped my mom make food and then wrote rhyming games with my sister. I'm not sure I'm where I want to be but I'm surprisingly comfortable with it all. Maybe I don't particularly want to be an awesome badass these days - maybe I have finally, fatalistically, accepted into my heart what Neal Stephenson first proposed as the "Raven Inequality."
We shall see, we shall see. I am young, there are many stupid decisions ahead of me. You are all living in a magical time. Happy New Year, friends list, Happy New Year, Internet.