I say we make a pact. The first one who dies, the other one gets to bring flowers to their grave.
WARNING! Slight emo under the cut T__T
The link quote is from Vampire Hunter D. D was a jerk, he just wouldn't let them go into space to live their happy Vampire/Human life. Clearly they were in love. Jeez.
On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin
This song tends to play in my head over and over agian. It means a lot to me for some reason, especially what's posted above.
Lately, I'm starting to have these strange moments of depression. I cry and I don't know why. It's so weird. I think about dying a lot, even when i'm at my happiest. There are times when I don't get to see someone it feels like my entire world is falling apart and like I'll never be happy again. Shit. I hate this.
And all I'm worried about is how i'm going to keep my hands off you during the school year. No one knows about the nights you come over. I graduate next year. I have to pick a fucking college to go to. A college much too far away even. If I can't even go a week or two without you then how will I go the rest of my life? When I said "We're going to buy a puppy when we live together" did I mean it? Or was it some hopeful joke in which I tricked myself into thinking that we would go on to be together? Or was I serious...did I mean it? Do I want you to live with me when we're out of school? Well, yes, but really that would interfere with your dating life, wouldn't it? I mean even if we did live together would it make us anymore TOGETHER? Well, in any case the future is far away, so perhaps it doesn't matter. I guess that's it.
The link quote is from Vampire Hunter D. D was a jerk, he just wouldn't let them go into space to live their happy Vampire/Human life. Clearly they were in love. Jeez.
On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin
This song tends to play in my head over and over agian. It means a lot to me for some reason, especially what's posted above.
Lately, I'm starting to have these strange moments of depression. I cry and I don't know why. It's so weird. I think about dying a lot, even when i'm at my happiest. There are times when I don't get to see someone it feels like my entire world is falling apart and like I'll never be happy again. Shit. I hate this.
And all I'm worried about is how i'm going to keep my hands off you during the school year. No one knows about the nights you come over. I graduate next year. I have to pick a fucking college to go to. A college much too far away even. If I can't even go a week or two without you then how will I go the rest of my life? When I said "We're going to buy a puppy when we live together" did I mean it? Or was it some hopeful joke in which I tricked myself into thinking that we would go on to be together? Or was I serious...did I mean it? Do I want you to live with me when we're out of school? Well, yes, but really that would interfere with your dating life, wouldn't it? I mean even if we did live together would it make us anymore TOGETHER? Well, in any case the future is far away, so perhaps it doesn't matter. I guess that's it.