vent entry
AiYo WhAsS GoOd...
i have alot of these " vent entries " ( these are the types on entries in which i " vent " out most of my feelings toward something )
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see i like to open the door when oppurtunity knocks ... but in this case oppurtunity knocked and i couldn't get the door open then when i finally got the door open oppurtunity left...i may never see that oppurtunity again...
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have you ever been in a situation in which you have no idea wat to do ... you tried everything that you can think of to make it better... you try to forget about it but then it comes back stronger... you tried to act as if you didn't care yet you find yourself caring even more. and after all the times you had tried to live life and hope that it gets past you ... it never worked. so the only thing that you do is watch it.
see right now i'm watching my life crash down in front of my eyes, i want to do something about it so bad but i kno i'll fail at doing it. it's like watching an infomercial. ( you kno the ones where they try to sell an amazing product ) no matter how bad you think it is you find yourself glued to the t.v. you want to pick up the remote and change the channel but you can't.
my life right now is falling at a 90 degree angle and i kno there's no way to save it right now without lying cheating or stealing. im also watching something else... and i can't stand and see it everyday i come and whitness it sometimes i can watch it and not say a thing but most times i can't bear to watch it without puttin my head down and walking away ... i cannot wait for the day in which i don't have to worry about a thing. i can't wait for that one day where i can wake up take a deep breath and say it's going to be a wonderful day and not have any doubts. and i really can't wait untill the day where i can put this all behind me... wave good-bye... and tell these series of events to kiss my ass... ( sigh of relief )
that kinda feels better....
well on a lighter note ... how bout them tar heels ( NCAA Baskettball ) over the break i have come to be an addict to march madness ... imean these are college kids put on with so much pressure to make their school proud. and these games ... talk about exciting these teams make comebacks i've never even heard of before ... comming back 15 points in the last 4 minutes of the game... shooting a 3-pointer at the buzzer and bringing the game into overtime and tehn to doub;e overtime... if that's not exciting i don't kno what is ... i can't wait to see these final four teams play their hearts out to win one championship...
well that's all i really had to say ... damn long enrty... well im out iight-1-
i have alot of these " vent entries " ( these are the types on entries in which i " vent " out most of my feelings toward something )
*EDIT*
see i like to open the door when oppurtunity knocks ... but in this case oppurtunity knocked and i couldn't get the door open then when i finally got the door open oppurtunity left...i may never see that oppurtunity again...
*END OF EDIT*
have you ever been in a situation in which you have no idea wat to do ... you tried everything that you can think of to make it better... you try to forget about it but then it comes back stronger... you tried to act as if you didn't care yet you find yourself caring even more. and after all the times you had tried to live life and hope that it gets past you ... it never worked. so the only thing that you do is watch it.
see right now i'm watching my life crash down in front of my eyes, i want to do something about it so bad but i kno i'll fail at doing it. it's like watching an infomercial. ( you kno the ones where they try to sell an amazing product ) no matter how bad you think it is you find yourself glued to the t.v. you want to pick up the remote and change the channel but you can't.
my life right now is falling at a 90 degree angle and i kno there's no way to save it right now without lying cheating or stealing. im also watching something else... and i can't stand and see it everyday i come and whitness it sometimes i can watch it and not say a thing but most times i can't bear to watch it without puttin my head down and walking away ... i cannot wait for the day in which i don't have to worry about a thing. i can't wait for that one day where i can wake up take a deep breath and say it's going to be a wonderful day and not have any doubts. and i really can't wait untill the day where i can put this all behind me... wave good-bye... and tell these series of events to kiss my ass... ( sigh of relief )
that kinda feels better....
well on a lighter note ... how bout them tar heels ( NCAA Baskettball ) over the break i have come to be an addict to march madness ... imean these are college kids put on with so much pressure to make their school proud. and these games ... talk about exciting these teams make comebacks i've never even heard of before ... comming back 15 points in the last 4 minutes of the game... shooting a 3-pointer at the buzzer and bringing the game into overtime and tehn to doub;e overtime... if that's not exciting i don't kno what is ... i can't wait to see these final four teams play their hearts out to win one championship...
well that's all i really had to say ... damn long enrty... well im out iight-1-