Jul 19, 2007 23:58
I can't take this anymore! Congratulations, Red Sox fans. You've broken me down as a fan. You broke my spirit. I'm now officially turning into one of those self loathing fans who panics and expects the worst. Thanks a lot. No really thanks a whole motherfucking lot. Now all I'm gonna do is piss and moan. I've got no mojo, no spirit, no motherfucking faith. Now all I fucking see is doom and gloom. I didn't want to turn this way. I really didn't. And all you fucktards who whine and piss and moan negatively have fucked me up now because . I need a break from all of this....because right now, I got nothing. I'm broken down as a fan. I mean at least 2006, I knew the team could come back and I didn't let the negativity of the fans get to me. But this year...I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me.
Yes, I know it's a 7 game lead. Yes, I know that I'm sounding like a fucking retread to all my non-Red Sox fan friends(which I dont' blame you guys at all...just try not to yell at me for being a stupid...because I have a feeling I may just regret this) but I really....I just don't know. Maybe I'll feel better in the morning. But right now....I got nothing...and that's sad. I think I just need to get away from everything for a few days, to clear my head. I really want this team to do well though. I really do. I just want them to not suck, you know? Because honestly...the way they're playing right now, they're not gonna make it. And I wish I could be positive right now, but all this fucking bullshit and whiny self-loathing petulant childish whining of Red Sox fans has really just broken me. I seriously think that Red Sox fans are among the worst fans in baseball..well not the true diehards...those ones are awesome. But the typical Red Sox fans are just REALLY piss me off. I dunno what's worse? The sense of entitlement, pomposity, and cockiness of the typical Yankee fans or the whiny self-loathing douchery of the Red Sox fans...it's really a dead heat.
I could really use something to bring my faith in this team back...anything really.
ETA: Just a disclaimer...I do not mean the fans on my flist. You guys are awesomesauce and not the whiny negative fans that are all around. There's a good handful of them and they at least help me try to feel better. So not you guys...just the others
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