Title: magic roller coaster ride
Author:
pinefir Pairing: yeteuk
Genre: romance
Warning: AU!genderswitch
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: this is your typical teenage story wherein leeteuk falls for his bestfriend, yesung. but yesung’s a ho, but he’s pretty sure that he loves him(her?) , and leeteuk doesn’t know what, why or how.
Words: 2334
AN: follow up to
날라리candy : bestfriendsAN2: for those who can’t get it, think of Ranma1/2, and yeah, reading
nallalicandy is a must.
And she pushes him on the bed and straddles him, hands rubbing his chest, and arms. She smiles at him before leaning down and placing feather light kisses on his jaw. “Let me make you feel better…”
Leeteuk sucks in a breath as Yesung’s lips travel downward, biting and nipping at spots on his neck, finally settling on his left collarbone. She kisses it briefly before she looks up to smile at him, and he is nothing less than mesmerized. He thinks that he’s really stupid for being so blind before, how he could miss such a loving smile from his bestfriend. Yesung’s smiles, Leeteuk admits, is one of the prettiest things he’s ever seen, regardless of the gender Yesung is displaying. Yesung looks lovely when he’s smiling, whether he’s a boy or she’s a girl. He’s pretty sure that he’s smiling a bit goofily at her now, because he’s just so enthralled (yes, enthralled is the perfect word for what he’s feeling right now).
Yesung notices Leeteuk’s lips quirk up a bit and then break out into a full smile, and she has to admit, that her heart beats just a tad too fast for her liking. She can’t help but bring a finger to his face and trace the dimples forming on her bestfriend’s face.
Leeteuk’s breath hitches as her finger touch his dimples lightly, and then move on to the spot in between his nose and lips. He vaguely recalls guy!yesung tell him that it was called- injoong? Ah, philtrum!
Yesung’s fingers finally land on his lips, and she’s amazed at how soft they feel. Running her fingers over his chapped lips, she can’t help but feel that this is right. She brushes over them lightly and soon, she finds her lips replace her fingertips.
Leeteuk’s eyes widen at the sudden contact, and rationality dictates that he should break the kiss, since it seems inappropriate for him to be kissing his bestfriend when his girlfriend just broke up with him. BUT, he’s pretty sure that his heart screams at him to go get it, boy. He follows his heart of course, because he’s stupid and stupid people listened to hearts and not brains. He opens his mouth a bit, letting Yesung’s prodding tongue enter his, and he sighs into their gentle kiss, allowing himself to believe that Yesung was kissing him because she loves him (and he wonders why he felt the need to be loved by her). And he swears, that if he could explode, then he would’ve done so, minutes ago. He didn’t know how long he can last if Yesung continues kissing him (lovingly, he hopes), while simultaneously grinding her pelvis against his.
She breaks off their kiss, and hastily wipes away the trail of saliva that connects them. Smirking at Leeteuk, she pulls off her shirt and Leeteuk helps her out of it. Left in pants that are too lose for her and riding low on her hips, Leeteuk is helpless as he stares at her.
Yesung makes a quick work of his pants, ignoring the longing stares , Leeteuk’s been shooting her , after all, she’s only here to comfort him, no strings attached. It sounded cold and indifferent but that was the truth. Before she can even pull down Leeteuk’s pants, his hands shoot out to grab hers.
“Don’t,” Leeteuk starts, and he pushes himself off the bed, and with ease, changes their position. Yesung’s now lying on the bed, breasts exposed with Leeteuk on top of her. He leans down and kisses her face, and nuzzles her neck. “Let me,” he whispers into her hair as he repeats what she did to him, at the same time, grinding his hips into hers, earning breathy moans in return.
He lets his hands roam her skin, fingers teasing her hard nipples, as he kisses her passionately. He has long forgotten about his bitch of an ex-girlfriend, and now he only resolves to please Yesung. He breaks off the kiss and Yesung whimpers at the loss. He proceeds to take off his pants and after he’s succeeded at that, he helps her remove her jeans. He whistles in appreciation as the clothes all come off and Yesung can’t help but laugh. “You perv,” she says. “Get it in me!”
Leeteuk laughs along, but obeys her nonetheless. After prepping her, (he doesn’t want to hurt her although he knows that Yesung is the epitome of experienced) he slides into her smoothly. Groaning at the tight heat surrounding him, he pushes a bit further until he’s buried completely in her. Yesung’s legs lock themselves in place, around Leeteuk’s waist. “Oh, god, Teuk you’re fucking huge,” she gasps out, trying to adjust to Leeteuk’s girth, he just cocks an eyebrow at her in response. She slaps his shoulders playfully before urging him to move.
“Move, God damn it, Teuk,” she hisses at him. Leeteuk only smirks at her, and proceeds to lean over to kiss her again. Yesung, frustrated by then, cries out when Leeteuk pushes into her with all his might. “Fuck, Leeteuk. Fuck.”
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Leeteuk, could not, for the life of him, pinpoint where and when he started falling for Yesung. But he figures, that it must be around the time he first revealed her grown-up female side to him when they first had sex. He shakes his head at that realization, because he thinks that during that time, he could have easily mistook his lust for love, but it doesn’t matter now anyway, since he’s just deeper into him(?) , her(?), now.
Him or her? He or She? He always finds himself asking those questions. Even if they’ve been bestfriends since they were in their birthday suits, Yesung’s gender still confuses him. He thinks it’s right that he refers to Yesung as a she, since their physical relationship (if you can call him sleeping with Yesung while Yesung continues on whoring himself around, a relationship) is limited to sleeping with the girl!Yesung. Although, he is curious about how it feels like to sleep with boy!Yesung, but that’s just his hormones talking. But, if he separates the two entities that Yesung keeps, he automatically feels bad because he just couldn’t do it, not to his bestfriend and certainly not to the person he’s come to love. It’s because Yesung is like a coin, Yesung is two-sided, and you’ve got nothing without both sides, his brain tells him one day, but even with that reassurance, he still can’t help but be confused.
But the answer comes to him one day, and the answer is a big “I FUCKING DON’T CARE WHAT YOUR SEX IS , YESUNG YOU’RE MINE, ONLY MINE” when he finds Yesung, in their shared dorm-room, being fucked to hell and back by Ryeowook, a puny, little (not so little, now) freshman. He wouldn’t have minded it, to be honest, because he knows how much of a whore Yesung is. He loved her dearly, but he just couldn’t deny the fact that s/he craves sexual gratification from other people as well, after all, she was the one who convinced him to have a threesome with Kangin (another one of their close/mutual friends). So , really, Ryeowook pounding into Yesung shouldn’t bother Leeteuk, (especially since he just walked in on Yesung and Kyuhyun the other day) , but what made his blood boil was the fact that Yesung was currently a he.
Leeteuk couldn’t help but feel betrayed and shocked. He’s always thought that Yesung fucked guys as a girl, and fucked girls as a guy, but seeing the freshman top his bestfriend, he realizes that he just couldn’t be too sure.
Of course he also can’t help it that he pulled Ryeowook out of Yesung as soon as his eyes landed on them. He felt no remorse in throwing Ryeowook, butt-naked and all, out of their dorm, leaving him exposed in the hallway. Yesung, by then, rolled on his back and smirked at him. “You’re back,” he says, his voice raspy and breathy.
Leeteuk wasn’t able to stop the growl that erupted from him as he quickly shed off his clothes and unbuckled his pants. Without warning, he launched himself atop Yesung and he raises Yesung’s arms up above his head, and then he proceeds to tie them to the bedpost with his belt. Crashing their lips together, he ground into Yesung’s erection, savouring the moans and groans that escapes Yesung’s lips because of the friction that his jeans bring. Pants lost and found somewhere in the room, he flips them over and he doesn’t bother preparing Yesung as he pushes in roughly.
“You’re mine,” Leeteuk growls at Yesung’s ear, the younger boy shivering beneath him as he thrust deeper, harder. “Girl or not, you’re mine,” and he bites at Yesung’s neck hard, enough to break skin, and he can taste something coppery in his mouth but he doesn’t stop because Yesung’s screams only urges him to continue. They cum at the same time, and that’s when Leeteuk stops biting, and sucking the blood from Yesung’s neck.
Yesung hisses at the sharp pain in his neck, and Leeteuk placates him by licking the wound, all the while, whispering “You’re mine,” to him repeatedly, in between licks.
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But the thing is, it has been established that Yesung is a slut, and once a slut , always a slut, at least until high school (or God forbid , college) ends. It really doesn’t come as a surprise to Leeteuk that he’s seeing Yesung flirting with Kim Heechul, a girl who’s dating the Chinese student, Han Geng. Although it isn’t surprising, he admits that it irks him.
It was physical education that time, and it’s a volleyball game between different sections. Leeteuk is classmates with Yesung, while Heechul is on the opposing team. Being one of the older ones in the class, Leeteuk was chosen to play the first round, and he agreed to d it, after all he needed to up his grade in PE. So while Leeteuk was sweating his butt off for the team, lo and behold, he finds Heechul draped lazily across Yesung as if she was his security blanket. He hisses and snorts in disgusts, he can’t help it if he’s jealous. He briefly wonders if Han Geng sees what Heechul is doing. He throws a look at the other class’ captain and was surprised to find him focused on the game. So, he lets it all pass, because if Geng who’s Heechul’s boyfriend doesn’t find it disturbing, then he shouldn’t find it disturbing as well.
But then a movement catches his eyes, and he swears that it’s not his fault that the ball is just too slippery and favoured Heechul’s face over the solid ground below. He also swears that it has nothing to do with the fact that Heechul was ready to devour Yesung’s mouth had not the ball found Heechul’s nose interesting to break. Although he admits to smiling a bit too evilly, when he hears Heechul shriek and run away from the court, holding her broken nose.
He wishes that he didn’t smile too quickly though, because Hankyung just gave him a glare that spelt murder.
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Leeteuk comes back to their room, and he notices that the room reeks of sex. His eyes land on the strawberry carton lying on the floor, and he realizes who it was that just had a roller coaster ride with Yesung, it was none other than Eunhyuk. But Eunhyuk’s body was nowhere to be found so he just shrugs the jealousy away. He lets his eyes travel the curve of Yesung’s smooth and feminine back before taking off his coat, shoes and socks. Hovering over Yesung’s bed, he brushes away the stray strands of hair stuck to her back. Yesung shifts slightly and that actually give him some space to sit on the bed. Leaning over to kiss her bare back, he removes his shirt and lies in bed with her, content in placing light-kisses on her.
Yesung half-groans and starts to stir a little, rubbing her eyes lightly, she opens them and finds Leeteuk lying beside her with his eyes closed. She gently touches Leeteuk’s eyes and they immediately open. “You’re back,” she softly says with a smile.
Leeteuk hums in response and encircles his arms around her waist.
“I missed you,” she continues.
“I miss you too,” he mumbles.
She turns around and faces him, her arms going around Leeteuk’s waist. She kisses him and then she leans her head in the crook of his neck. “Let’s sleep?” she asks him, and he nods. He pulls her tighter to him, and they both close their eyes for sleep.
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This is a fucked-up relationship in every sense of the word, Leeteuk knows, but he can’t help it if he’s stupid enough to stay in it. He figures that since he loves Yesung so much, he can always wait for her, wait for him, it doesn’t matter. As long as this relationship still has Yesung, no matter how confusing things can get, Leeteuk is sure that he won’t mind. Yesung isn’t far from his nymphomaniac ways, but that doesn’t mean that she’s far from loving him. If Leeteuk can be blunt about it, he’s pretty sure that Yesung loves him already, after all, she won’t be randomly whispering “I love you”’s to him if she didn’t. Leeteuk figures that what he only needs now, is just to wait out the five years to college graduation, because high school is over, but Yesung’s still enamoured with the idea of having sex with other people. But he loves her dearly, and he lets everything pass, because he knows, that even if Yesung’s sleeping around so much now, s/he’s always coming back to him every single night. IF that doesn’t say something, then Leeteuk’s just probably delusional.
It’s a magic roller coaster ride, he thinks. And then he smiles, because he’s positive that Yesung just snored like an elephant.
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End.
//yey my yeteuk craving is satisfied.