oh man!

[pinecones269]

so these past couple of days have been a huge eye opener!!! with 4 days left of school, im starting to get nervous......as much as im excited to get out, im still scared that im never going to see all the amazing people that have been in my life for the past 4 years. i rely so much on my friends. im gonna miss so many things about high school, like walking into 2nd period cafe study and being greeted by alissa with her arms wide open to give me a hug, meeting nichole at her locker before every 8th period, ashley always telling me that i walk to fast while walking to our cars, and just seing everyones face walking down the halls. in a couple of months im not going to have that any more..........and im scared! im trying to be upbeat about the whole graduating thing but i know im gonnahave a tough time.....call me a sissy, or tell me im not being manly enough, but im ok with that, i feel how i feel.........im just scared of not seeing all the people that have truly had an impact on my life and the people that i look forward to seeing each day i walk into MHS......thse next couple of months are going to be a true test as to who is meant to be your friend, becuase we no longer can rely on school for meeting up with people or making plans, its all up to us!!!!
getting depressed so im out!