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I don't even think there is a point in LJ anymore.. i mean what is there to write about... the only thing that i will be writing about is my mom... and that gets boring because that is whats constently on my mind u know... my mom and how im never going to see her again and stuff and how she wont see my wedding and stuff and well crying is never good and i just dont feel worth is anymore.. i have a horrible bf whom i dont even like... im not that smart since im constantly being put down for being stupid and i just feel so blah right now.. like i really dont fit in anywhere and i just feel so worthless without my mother. Just really blah right now and stuff soo yea later