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ok.... soooo
I love how life is sooo never Fair.
But... i guess it will just make me stronger in the end.
The government gives me some money a month until im 18 for my mom dying... like because my dad doens't make a certain income the government decides on a set amount and gives it to me. That money was going to be used for my car... everything was going to be fine and dandy. We gave them a deposit on sat... and like the sold sign was put in the window of the car, the keys were put in a drawer... everything was set...
Then... my dad doesn't get approved for credit because his family FUCKED him over and over and over again...
grrr....
W/e.
I thought about it and its really not worth it... like i was going to pay 260 a month for 60 months for that damn car. thats most of my college carrer and its not worth scrambling my ass off just to drive my dream car... when i'll be able to get it when im successful..
Sometimes I wish my dad had a little more money... to make things easier...
but then I don't... when I can pay and support myself it will pay off... I will apprieciate things so much more.
w/e... thats my little thing about the jetta....
Like i was really really upset with my dad... but then he was really upset for not being able to get it for me... and it just made me realize that life sucks for him too...
ok... sooo I've come to realize that some peoples lives will always seem better to u, just like some peoples lives will always seem worse to u. There are plenty of people who I think have it so much better then me, there are so many people who i think have it so much worse then me. But then... who doesn't.
Life is so unpredictable... as I think we all have had first hand experiences.
I think everything that life throws us we can use to better ourselves.
I think with everything that happens in life, we will always get another chance to do it right...
In the end, if u are happy with yourself that is all that matters....
sure there are plenty things that i wish i had-
a mom
a car
a house
a good family
a thinner body
more money
there are plenty of things that i have that other people wish they had-
a father
an apartment
a car
money... maybe not much but money
a boyfriend
friends and most importantly
love... plenty and plenty of love
with every good... comes a bad.... well comes a whole lot of bad.... but I'm going to try my hardest to make the best of what life throws at me.
to some people I have nothing
to some people I have everything
To me... I have just enough.
I love how life is sooo never Fair.
But... i guess it will just make me stronger in the end.
The government gives me some money a month until im 18 for my mom dying... like because my dad doens't make a certain income the government decides on a set amount and gives it to me. That money was going to be used for my car... everything was going to be fine and dandy. We gave them a deposit on sat... and like the sold sign was put in the window of the car, the keys were put in a drawer... everything was set...
Then... my dad doesn't get approved for credit because his family FUCKED him over and over and over again...
grrr....
W/e.
I thought about it and its really not worth it... like i was going to pay 260 a month for 60 months for that damn car. thats most of my college carrer and its not worth scrambling my ass off just to drive my dream car... when i'll be able to get it when im successful..
Sometimes I wish my dad had a little more money... to make things easier...
but then I don't... when I can pay and support myself it will pay off... I will apprieciate things so much more.
w/e... thats my little thing about the jetta....
Like i was really really upset with my dad... but then he was really upset for not being able to get it for me... and it just made me realize that life sucks for him too...
ok... sooo I've come to realize that some peoples lives will always seem better to u, just like some peoples lives will always seem worse to u. There are plenty of people who I think have it so much better then me, there are so many people who i think have it so much worse then me. But then... who doesn't.
Life is so unpredictable... as I think we all have had first hand experiences.
I think everything that life throws us we can use to better ourselves.
I think with everything that happens in life, we will always get another chance to do it right...
In the end, if u are happy with yourself that is all that matters....
sure there are plenty things that i wish i had-
a mom
a car
a house
a good family
a thinner body
more money
there are plenty of things that i have that other people wish they had-
a father
an apartment
a car
money... maybe not much but money
a boyfriend
friends and most importantly
love... plenty and plenty of love
with every good... comes a bad.... well comes a whole lot of bad.... but I'm going to try my hardest to make the best of what life throws at me.
to some people I have nothing
to some people I have everything
To me... I have just enough.