Aug 22, 2004 19:07
I'm moved into my "new" room... it doesn't even look like my mothers room... and when I paint it... the memory of her room will be gone... it's so weird how fast people can be forgotten... not saying my mother will ever be forgotten, but everything about her in this room has vanished... if someone else walked into this room they would know it was my room... not even consider that only months ago my mother slept in here... breathed in here and smoked in here... and now... its just a memory... that will fade away as the years go on... Damn i hate being alone