Nothingness.....
So... my dad is sick.... he has a heart condition... he's getting surgery on mon.... and that's all I'm saying about that crap.
Today I've been dating Daniel for an official 2 months... It seems longer...but I think it's because it's summer and stuff so... yea
Well... I don't know what else to say. Yesterday I went to class. In my comp. class I totally bombed this essay that we had to write. I didn't like the gay prompt... "A part of nature that may not be enjoyed by future generations" I said the forest... and my reasons sucked. So I am sure to be getting my first C paper in that class, because my teacher gives C's like F's... C for credit... so w/e.
It's weird because whenever I feel that life is going great... something stupid and gay and unfair has to happen and life sucks again... as usual. I feel that I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow, and that scares me. I want to be reassured that everything is going to be ok for a long time. I don't want to wake up in fear of something happening to my father... and then where would I be... parentless... it's not fair... i swear... I must have been hitler in my past life... or .... some wacked out serial killer, like ted bundy... or something. Because God is definitely getting his revange... with my stupid life.
and that was my daily ranting... stay tuned tomorrow for some more pitiful updates....
later
Today I've been dating Daniel for an official 2 months... It seems longer...but I think it's because it's summer and stuff so... yea
Well... I don't know what else to say. Yesterday I went to class. In my comp. class I totally bombed this essay that we had to write. I didn't like the gay prompt... "A part of nature that may not be enjoyed by future generations" I said the forest... and my reasons sucked. So I am sure to be getting my first C paper in that class, because my teacher gives C's like F's... C for credit... so w/e.
It's weird because whenever I feel that life is going great... something stupid and gay and unfair has to happen and life sucks again... as usual. I feel that I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow, and that scares me. I want to be reassured that everything is going to be ok for a long time. I don't want to wake up in fear of something happening to my father... and then where would I be... parentless... it's not fair... i swear... I must have been hitler in my past life... or .... some wacked out serial killer, like ted bundy... or something. Because God is definitely getting his revange... with my stupid life.
and that was my daily ranting... stay tuned tomorrow for some more pitiful updates....
later