and she waits...

May 16, 2004 14:56

So i'm waiting for Dan to come over, I just finished getting ready and just listening to music and thinking.. like really thinking about these past three months... from Feb 20th-today... so yea almost 3 months i guess. My life has actually got back on track and im just happy. My mom dying is really sad... but I just have to think ... would my mom want me to be down and crying for a long long time because she was finally set free from all of her pain. No she would def want me to be happy... thats all she wanted... was for me to be happy and I'm so glad that she could see me happy before she died.

I'm just really happy with the person that I have become in these past few months...

Things are finally good... they've been good for awhile now I guess

I'm sure I'll def have some bad days along the way...but even then... ill still be happy

much love
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