My room is a mess

[pineapplerando]

I haven’t posted in a long time, and I really don’t know why. I have done a lot sience my last post. Umm… SCHOOL. It has been over a month sience I last posted. Wow. The school year really crept up on me and I wasn’t ready for it when it started. I finaly got all the classes I “wanted”. It makes me happy. I do feel a little dumb for having to

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[slvrphoenix]

:-) Brandon, this may come off as a bit condescending, but know that i dont mean it to be. :-)

It may not seem like it but i do consider you a good friend and i do care about you and your well being. and I am so proud of you. You are really growing up and coming into your own. Cori and i have constantly expressed our concern to each other about you. But from the times we hung out this summer and then reading this, that concern has lifted considerably. at least for me.

I was extremely happy to discover that you got into that Gay & Lesbian studies class. I hope and think it'll help you alot in the future. You're not being simple minded by finding someone attractive or wanting to "wrap yourself in" as you put it. Its completely natural. The thing is to follow your heart. Dont down on yourself. Dont let other people's negative thoughts hold that much sway in what you do. They aren't you. Ultimately its what YOU think that matters. So if you feel that you should hold a Gay party on the 23rd then do it. I know i will plan on coming. ANd if you like i can bring a bunch of my gay friends in support of you. But if you feel that a huge party isn't for you then do a small get-together. with only close friends. either way, i'm keeping the 23rd of october after work open. :-) and if we end up partying til the wee hours of the night (wee as in squeals of joy WEEEE!!! ;-)) and we're too tired to go to school the next day well then it will be well worth it. Its ok to let loose. :-)

And remember: the fact that you are happiER than you were previously. no matter what the case is ALWAYS a good thing. Every little bit helps :-)

Goodmorning to you sir ;-)

"and you're going like this ::makes fast cranking motion with hands:: and its going like this ::waves arms frantically and irratically:: while the end is going like this! ::makes fang biting esque motion with fingers:: and all the while you're going faster and faster hoping that you survive!"

hmm... reading that over... seems alot like life, no? this big production over something that you can hurt you severely, but we end up laughing about. Who would have thought that winding in a tape measure would be such a good metaphor for life. Next time you are getting depressed think of our little inside joke about the tape measure. and laugh :-)

[pineapplerando]

Thank you Sal. You really are one of the people I hold dearest. I would have to agree with your first point unfortunately. I do feel that we have drifted a bit, but I understand that there are a plethora of reasons for that and recently you have made it clear that you consider me important. I sometimes fear that you spread yourself a bit to thin. But you are doing it right. Keeping yourself contained isn't living at all.
I think that I may take you up on your offer to help with my gay party. I still have to decide what to do. But thank you for your support. It really means a lot and I am indebted to you for it.
Sal you are an amazing individual and I am very fortunate to know you. You have helped me a lot is my growth over the last few years and not by telling me what to do. Just encouraging me to be happy. I can not thank you enough. I hope that you will let me help you in any fashion I can whenever you need it because I WILL be there.
Goodmornings exist because of people like you.