Life sucks at the moment
Hooray, I know of at least one person that hates me now, and I didn't want that. I never did, And then the rest of my life is not going so well either. Schools getting to me, I'm beginning to detest the thought of waking up everyday to sit through mind numbing lectures about worthless crap. I dunno, sometimes I just feel like I've done everything I possibly could wrong in life even though at the time I think I'm doing the right thing. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore, where I'm going or why I'm walking down this road that I am.
I don't like hurting people, and I know it happens at times, but I don't ever want to do it again. So I'm probably going to become very distant from everyone I know for awhile, no reason to try and stay friends with people if all I'm going to do is inadverdantly bring all of th shit in my life down onto people who don't have any need to know about it. All my friends are better people than me though, because though they have no need, they always seem to have care, something I do thank them for but that they should stop because I'm not worth it.
I don't like hurting people, and I know it happens at times, but I don't ever want to do it again. So I'm probably going to become very distant from everyone I know for awhile, no reason to try and stay friends with people if all I'm going to do is inadverdantly bring all of th shit in my life down onto people who don't have any need to know about it. All my friends are better people than me though, because though they have no need, they always seem to have care, something I do thank them for but that they should stop because I'm not worth it.