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a couple of tears just ran down my face.
you know why?
because i feel so very alone.
i feel alone in my house, i feel like i don't have a best friend that i can just go shop with and get manicures and stuff with and i feel like nobody even cares enough to see how i'm feeling.
nobody even takes the time to see my eyes fill with tears because i feel as though i have nobody to talk to but my little journals.
i miss colleen, i miss living within feet from her.
i miss our friendship where we could tell each other everything and just fuck around and have so much fun.
i miss being my usual happy self.
what's wrong?
you know why?
because i feel so very alone.
i feel alone in my house, i feel like i don't have a best friend that i can just go shop with and get manicures and stuff with and i feel like nobody even cares enough to see how i'm feeling.
nobody even takes the time to see my eyes fill with tears because i feel as though i have nobody to talk to but my little journals.
i miss colleen, i miss living within feet from her.
i miss our friendship where we could tell each other everything and just fuck around and have so much fun.
i miss being my usual happy self.
what's wrong?