*sigh*
tomorrow, 5/20/03..
jj and i will have been together for a year and 5 months.
quite the long time if i do say so myself.
unfortunately, as time goes on, i realize more and more that i'm not gonna just be able to call and say hi to my baby. i'm not gonna be able to just jump in my car and see him in 10 minutes either.
everyone asks me how/if we're gonna keep in touch. the last time i went to see my hairdresser she was like "oh that sucks he's leaving, that's hard... uhh good luck with that but they usually don't work out" and i was like.. "hmm.. thanks?"
i don't want him to go, but there's practically nothing that would make me want to try to get him to stay. it's his dream, and i always want him to follow his dreams.
i just hope that he doesn't find someone else to love, someone out in phoenix, close to him.. someone better than me.
okay, well enough of that, we've made it this far and we're doing great, so i should be happy!
xoxo.
jj and i will have been together for a year and 5 months.
quite the long time if i do say so myself.
unfortunately, as time goes on, i realize more and more that i'm not gonna just be able to call and say hi to my baby. i'm not gonna be able to just jump in my car and see him in 10 minutes either.
everyone asks me how/if we're gonna keep in touch. the last time i went to see my hairdresser she was like "oh that sucks he's leaving, that's hard... uhh good luck with that but they usually don't work out" and i was like.. "hmm.. thanks?"
i don't want him to go, but there's practically nothing that would make me want to try to get him to stay. it's his dream, and i always want him to follow his dreams.
i just hope that he doesn't find someone else to love, someone out in phoenix, close to him.. someone better than me.
okay, well enough of that, we've made it this far and we're doing great, so i should be happy!
xoxo.