dear kimi, i rly dont kno wat to say!! my LJ xplained a lot!! im scared to loose u n shit but its liek i dont wanna continue to have to hold on to something that seems meaninless to someone else im always waitin around for u n i always forgive u for hte stupid lil things u do cuz to me they seem little though i get pissed bout it though htey add up!! pretty scared to talk to u bout wat u have to say concidering the fac tu said it would hurt my feelings or w/e....but if it has something to do with me being a whore or sleepin around i havent slept rly much aorund since we last talked bout it...ive becomeed committeed to someone i care about n is special to me even though me n him arent in a relationship!! i hate being called a whore n u kno that!! n its hard to hear from fuckheads that u said it czu how am i suppose to kno??? maybe hes lien n ur lien maybe he sjus lien u kno who knows!!!! i kno i prob wont ever kno!! but hey i kno aaron special to u...i kno pats special to aaron...i kno nick is special to amanda...i know mike is special to ciara...n i kno everyone elses bf's are special to them...mike is special to me...but i dont make a friendship fell on hold when it comes to him...i mean shit i kno its wrong of me those few times ive left to go hang out with him but its my one in a few chcnace to do that n i kno ur gunna say that doesnt bother u but i kno it does but its like i cant stand being with jus u n aaron all the time!! u guys have ur alone time a lot now!! i mean if u wanna ahng out with me i dont have a prob with him but i had how everything is u kno but hey w/e im turnin to wat i was usally sayin...but even when erica was there she saw how i felt!! im always gunna love you sister <3 missy
i rly dont kno wat to say!! my LJ xplained a lot!! im scared to loose u n shit but its liek i dont wanna continue to have to hold on to something that seems meaninless to someone else im always waitin around for u n i always forgive u for hte stupid lil things u do cuz to me they seem little though i get pissed bout it though htey add up!! pretty scared to talk to u bout wat u have to say concidering the fac tu said it would hurt my feelings or w/e....but if it has something to do with me being a whore or sleepin around i havent slept rly much aorund since we last talked bout it...ive becomeed committeed to someone i care about n is special to me even though me n him arent in a relationship!! i hate being called a whore n u kno that!! n its hard to hear from fuckheads that u said it czu how am i suppose to kno??? maybe hes lien n ur lien maybe he sjus lien u kno who knows!!!! i kno i prob wont ever kno!! but hey i kno aaron special to u...i kno pats special to aaron...i kno nick is special to amanda...i know mike is special to ciara...n i kno everyone elses bf's are special to them...mike is special to me...but i dont make a friendship fell on hold when it comes to him...i mean shit i kno its wrong of me those few times ive left to go hang out with him but its my one in a few chcnace to do that n i kno ur gunna say that doesnt bother u but i kno it does but its like i cant stand being with jus u n aaron all the time!! u guys have ur alone time a lot now!! i mean if u wanna ahng out with me i dont have a prob with him but i had how everything is u kno but hey w/e im turnin to wat i was usally sayin...but even when erica was there she saw how i felt!!
im always gunna love you sister
<3 missy
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