(no subject)
Ted
Emo Tom
Billy
Wyatt
Neil (the wolf boy)
Mark
Andrew
David
...and Steve will be joining that list shortly. And probably James as well. He's supposed to be my best friend. What the fuck happened?
I don't understand the way I relate to the opposite sex. I don't understand relationships. I understand boys. I understand what they like. I know how to flirt. I fucking adore them. But I just don't understand the way I act around them. At. All.
Fuck. I feel pretty goddamn awful. I have no idea what I'm going to say. Or how I should act. Or what I should even expect or think or do. I guess I have about a day to figure it out.
How does one reconcile two very different people whom I love so very much in two very different ways?
I am so angry at myself.
I feel sick.
So sick.
I think I'm going to puke.
Emo Tom
Billy
Wyatt
Neil (the wolf boy)
Mark
Andrew
David
...and Steve will be joining that list shortly. And probably James as well. He's supposed to be my best friend. What the fuck happened?
I don't understand the way I relate to the opposite sex. I don't understand relationships. I understand boys. I understand what they like. I know how to flirt. I fucking adore them. But I just don't understand the way I act around them. At. All.
Fuck. I feel pretty goddamn awful. I have no idea what I'm going to say. Or how I should act. Or what I should even expect or think or do. I guess I have about a day to figure it out.
How does one reconcile two very different people whom I love so very much in two very different ways?
I am so angry at myself.
I feel sick.
So sick.
I think I'm going to puke.