What the fuck?!
WHAT THE FUCK. This is so fucking ridiculous. I am wasting my fucking life away. There has got to be something more out there for me to do. Seriously. I am tired of days passing by with nothing to show for it. I am tired of shit happening and feeling sorry about it. I am tired of being scared and thus indecisive
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I ain't a fairy and I'm on the other coast so sure I can't come over to help... but I know what you mean. Be confident in your own self and go and do what you really want to do. I'm sure you have a lot of potential, at least from what I am reading on your userinfo page it seems so. Don't go down the slope, just take a deep breath and jump back up to the stars, show'em what and who you really are. Dont' see it as a wasting of time/life ... every second we are alife is never a waste. When I feel bad about things I always remember that we have to go for what we know is right and just. We have to become what we are inside what we aspire for.
I know I can't talk much as I barely write in my LJ and always write depressing stuffs... but I keep on going forward at the same time. If the invasion of Tibet is pissing me off and none has given a shit of that for more than 50 years, I still try to write to the chinese embassy to tell them to "free tibet"... when I was unemployed (and young) I saw that as an occasion to rest and do some things I couldn't otherwise... chances turned my way eventually, how did I make it turn? Of course if we had made different choices we would be somewhere else, maybe feeling better, maybe feeling worse... decision are sometimes extremely easy to take, as flipping a coin, but their consequences can be extremely serious, that's the "unbearable lightness of being"...
Well I'll stop here philosophing on your LJ and just wish you to have a most wonderfull week-end !!!
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