Distraught

[pinckney]

I feel unfulfilled right now. Not sad but indifferent, and not in a way where I just don't care, but in a way that I find too much focus on other people isn't good for anybody. What do people think of me, what do they know me best for, is it something I want them to think about when my name comes up, does my name ever come up. I just wonder, am I hated, or loved for who I am. Being neither isn't good either, then nobody cares. I ponder at my computer tonight...

Sincerely,

Joshua A. Pinckney