making my my downtown

[pinchme]

I'm really not keeping up with writing in here lately. The problem is that there is nothing really new to report. My life is kind of unproductive and stagnant right now. I had another injection on friday. I'm starting to think long term now. What if I have these injections and they don't work? What then? I don't know I just have a lot of questions on my mind. I need some time to myself to think about them all, but I can't get that time because of work. I'm working long hours and I've been busy on the weekends with things I am forced to do. I just wish I had more time to think. I haven't been able to sleep the last 2 nights, so I end up staying up all night, which makes the mornings extra hard. I'm down, what can I say. It's not worth coming on here to talk about because I don't want to wallow in my uncertainty.
I know this made no sense. disregard please.