girls suck

[pincer_spider]

it has been a very long time since i have updated this thing. proby about a year. i am just typing this because i dont know what else to do i cant seep an di just want to get this stuff off my mind. i asked this girl i know out today she is really fun. an dher response was i just like u as a friend. that wouldnt be that bad if that was the fist time i got that responce from a girl., but every girl i ask says the same thing even if i am not that good of friends with them. i just cant stand it any more even the girl i went out with for a year and a half was like i really do love u but we should just be friends. the only time i havent gotten taht responce was this this really sweet girl i met online she was cute and very talkative and really liked me and i asked her out even though she lived on the other side of the country. and she was very exited that i asked her and was liek yes yes and i went out with her. she was younger then me and i was sorta worried at first what her mom and dad would say but they seemed to not mind at all. but then i did something really stupid i broke up with her for no reason at all. i didnt even give her a good reasion. i jsut got worried about what people would say. but probly she would have said she just wanted to be friends too. but i guess i wont know. there are not to very many other girls i would ask out and they would say i like u as a friend. and that is y i dont ask because i know there responce already. so maybe i should start looking at the guys. i am pritty sure i know one that likes me. so maybe that would be better...
i just dont know anymore moop