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I don't think I talk about my relationship with Eric a lot, mainly because there isn't that much to talk about. We're both chill people just together for life's ride. But he said he would come down to SD this past Friday and stay for a few days until he had finals (his finals started Thursday). When he didn't come down as quickly as I would've liked, and after all the stuff that had to happen for him to come down, I got upset because I hadn't seen him in almost a month and I missed him. But he came down late late Friday (4am) and stayed until Wednesday, and it was just a really good couple of days even though I had finals and probably didn't do that well on two of them.
This weekend was just really nice because it showed me that despite how emotionless he can be sometimes, he really does miss me, and it's starting to hit him that he's leaving this summer for Japan, where he won't have me and everyone else in his life that he loves. I mean, I haven't been told "I love you" that many times in such a short amount of time before. It was nice :]
Saturday, my girls and I went to see this house that we really really want. We're calling it the Love Shack. But, the guy told us tonight that other people are interested, and we have to get on it if we really want the house, and we might have to pay for part of May if we want it, since some of the guys living there are bailing out. We're really attached, I think, and really really want the house. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=85580&id=619331775&l=0491b573b2 After seeing the Love Shack, we went out to breakfast. We came back to school, talked about the logistics of the house and such, and went our separate ways until dessert that night. I crawled into bed with Eric, who was sound asleep in my bed in SD, took a nap, then woke up and studied. The girls went to dessert with Christina and her mom and sister, both of whom came down to SD for Christina's sister's volleyball tournament. Eric and I had a little riff before that, so I got to the car kind of upset, but was over it by the time we got to the restaurant. And when I got back to my apartment, Eric and I were good again. He and I stayed up, had a dinner/snack dealie around midnight, and chilled before going to bed.
Sunday, Eric and I woke up for the Lakers game. We watched that, and I had to study a lot for my Spanish final (Monday) and O-Chem final (Tuesday). I didn't study for Physics (Monday) except to add to my five sheets of notes, which was probably a bad idea. I studied the whole day, and Eric chilled. When it was time for me to go to bed, I crawled into bed since my first final on Monday was at 8am. After a minute or two, I felt Eric crawl into bed next to me and start stroking my hair. IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER. Eric never does stuff like that. He's affectionate, but usually not too much. And before when I would go to sleep before him, he'd just let me go to bed while he did his own thing. But he stroked my hair until I fell asleep. After a while, I just told him to come to bed and sleep, which he did. He's so cute :]
Monday, I woke up bright and early for my 8am Physics final. I thought I did relatively well, but I got 11 out of 20, the average was 14, and the final counts for 40% of our grade :( I did relatively well on the quizzes, doing a little above average on them, and they count for 60% of our grade. It's whatever...I'll find out how I did, and hopefully I pass. I had Spanish later in the day, but I went back to my apartment and took a nap with Eric for a little. I think I did alright in Spanish, though I don't think I'll know how I did until TritonLink shows our grades. I spent the rest of the day studying for the bane of my existence, Organic Chemistry. I went to bed feeling iffy about it, but whatevs.
I woke up early on Tuesday to cram as many reactions into my brain as I could for Ochem. At some point during the day, I asked Eric why his computer screen was so dim, and he said it was so he wouldn't wake me up. I was confused; I thought he had gone to bed with me on Sunday night, not Monday night. He said that Monday night, after I got into bed, he got into bed with me and was reading on his computer. He dimmed the light so it wouldn't bother me. SO MUCH CUTE. I took my Ochem final and came out feeling whatever about it. I know I got a few wrong; I couldn't decide between two reagents, and I realized later I picked the wrong ones -_________- Whatevs. Afterwards, we went out with friends to Yogurt World and Panda Express, yum :] Frozen yogurt makes me happy haha. I was able to chill the rest of the night, though I felt like I should study for Bio, which was on Thursday. But I chilled and relaxed and was really happy because Eric decided to stay an extra night.
On Wednesday, I woke up with the intention to study and do laundry. Unfortunately, I got a late start. Thankfully, laundry went quickly since everyone was studying or going to bring home their laundry. Then, I studied Bio a lot. There was just so much to memorize, and my professor didn't tell us what to study for the final except for everything :/ Eric and I got dinner, watched Scrubs and Lost, and then he had to leave :( I was sad, but not to the point where I was sad!crying. It was happy!crying because I just felt so loved and wanted the past few days and because I was glad I got to have those days with him.
Today I took my Bio final, felt kinda shitty about it afterward because I knew I had missed a lot, and after looking at notes, realized I missed more. I think the best I could do is 240/300, and the final counts for 50% of our grade. joyyyy. After I hung out with friends before I had to leave. I made a new friend during the trip. I got home sweet home and watched the Lakers game and chilled with my family. It feels good to be home, but there's just so much I have to do.
To do:
[ ] Zoo with Denise and Whitney and Charleen
[ ] Hang out with Scott and Christeanna and Cameron?
[ ] Hang out with Eric and the boys
[ ] Hang out with Eric
[ ] Renew driver's license
[ ] Run a shit ton of errands that have been piling up since the last time I was home
[ ] Make a resume and look/apply for jobs, maybe even a summer one in SD?
[ ] Figure out housing and such for next year
and other things that I don't know about yet. yayyyyy spring break :]
This weekend was just really nice because it showed me that despite how emotionless he can be sometimes, he really does miss me, and it's starting to hit him that he's leaving this summer for Japan, where he won't have me and everyone else in his life that he loves. I mean, I haven't been told "I love you" that many times in such a short amount of time before. It was nice :]
Saturday, my girls and I went to see this house that we really really want. We're calling it the Love Shack. But, the guy told us tonight that other people are interested, and we have to get on it if we really want the house, and we might have to pay for part of May if we want it, since some of the guys living there are bailing out. We're really attached, I think, and really really want the house. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=85580&id=619331775&l=0491b573b2 After seeing the Love Shack, we went out to breakfast. We came back to school, talked about the logistics of the house and such, and went our separate ways until dessert that night. I crawled into bed with Eric, who was sound asleep in my bed in SD, took a nap, then woke up and studied. The girls went to dessert with Christina and her mom and sister, both of whom came down to SD for Christina's sister's volleyball tournament. Eric and I had a little riff before that, so I got to the car kind of upset, but was over it by the time we got to the restaurant. And when I got back to my apartment, Eric and I were good again. He and I stayed up, had a dinner/snack dealie around midnight, and chilled before going to bed.
Sunday, Eric and I woke up for the Lakers game. We watched that, and I had to study a lot for my Spanish final (Monday) and O-Chem final (Tuesday). I didn't study for Physics (Monday) except to add to my five sheets of notes, which was probably a bad idea. I studied the whole day, and Eric chilled. When it was time for me to go to bed, I crawled into bed since my first final on Monday was at 8am. After a minute or two, I felt Eric crawl into bed next to me and start stroking my hair. IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER. Eric never does stuff like that. He's affectionate, but usually not too much. And before when I would go to sleep before him, he'd just let me go to bed while he did his own thing. But he stroked my hair until I fell asleep. After a while, I just told him to come to bed and sleep, which he did. He's so cute :]
Monday, I woke up bright and early for my 8am Physics final. I thought I did relatively well, but I got 11 out of 20, the average was 14, and the final counts for 40% of our grade :( I did relatively well on the quizzes, doing a little above average on them, and they count for 60% of our grade. It's whatever...I'll find out how I did, and hopefully I pass. I had Spanish later in the day, but I went back to my apartment and took a nap with Eric for a little. I think I did alright in Spanish, though I don't think I'll know how I did until TritonLink shows our grades. I spent the rest of the day studying for the bane of my existence, Organic Chemistry. I went to bed feeling iffy about it, but whatevs.
I woke up early on Tuesday to cram as many reactions into my brain as I could for Ochem. At some point during the day, I asked Eric why his computer screen was so dim, and he said it was so he wouldn't wake me up. I was confused; I thought he had gone to bed with me on Sunday night, not Monday night. He said that Monday night, after I got into bed, he got into bed with me and was reading on his computer. He dimmed the light so it wouldn't bother me. SO MUCH CUTE. I took my Ochem final and came out feeling whatever about it. I know I got a few wrong; I couldn't decide between two reagents, and I realized later I picked the wrong ones -_________- Whatevs. Afterwards, we went out with friends to Yogurt World and Panda Express, yum :] Frozen yogurt makes me happy haha. I was able to chill the rest of the night, though I felt like I should study for Bio, which was on Thursday. But I chilled and relaxed and was really happy because Eric decided to stay an extra night.
On Wednesday, I woke up with the intention to study and do laundry. Unfortunately, I got a late start. Thankfully, laundry went quickly since everyone was studying or going to bring home their laundry. Then, I studied Bio a lot. There was just so much to memorize, and my professor didn't tell us what to study for the final except for everything :/ Eric and I got dinner, watched Scrubs and Lost, and then he had to leave :( I was sad, but not to the point where I was sad!crying. It was happy!crying because I just felt so loved and wanted the past few days and because I was glad I got to have those days with him.
Today I took my Bio final, felt kinda shitty about it afterward because I knew I had missed a lot, and after looking at notes, realized I missed more. I think the best I could do is 240/300, and the final counts for 50% of our grade. joyyyy. After I hung out with friends before I had to leave. I made a new friend during the trip. I got home sweet home and watched the Lakers game and chilled with my family. It feels good to be home, but there's just so much I have to do.
To do:
[ ] Zoo with Denise and Whitney and Charleen
[ ] Hang out with Scott and Christeanna and Cameron?
[ ] Hang out with Eric and the boys
[ ] Hang out with Eric
[ ] Renew driver's license
[ ] Run a shit ton of errands that have been piling up since the last time I was home
[ ] Make a resume and look/apply for jobs, maybe even a summer one in SD?
[ ] Figure out housing and such for next year
and other things that I don't know about yet. yayyyyy spring break :]