whoa
this is going to be its own post.
so yes. as fritzie said in her entry, we met our biological father for the first time in like 20 years. all i can say is whoa.
he looks like us. his hands are like ours: fingers are long and slender. he's probably where we get our height. he's 5'11". he's very mellow.
when i saw him i wanted to bawl like a little baby. but i didn't. i dont like to cry anymore. well, at least in front of people. i teared, then sucked it up and gave him a hug. I HUGGED MY DAD. omg, do you guys have any idea how good it felt? (ok fritzie does but maybe not everyone else). and OMG, we were walking the 3 of us, linked arms and just meandered through the port. and ME AND FRITZIE WERE WITH OUR DAD!
my only complaint is that he had to go back to the ship @ 4. =\ i wanted him to stay with us and we can buy a big house and get my mom and live happily ever after like in the fairy tales.
but alas, the world i live in is called reality. fairy tales do not exist. in reality, promises are meant to be broken and everyone is guilty until proven innocent.
ok back to my dad. =) he filled up a big hole that was there for 20 years. and for the first time in 20 years, i felt somewhat near complete. kinda ironic, now that our dad is around, mom is MIA. eh. can't win em all, right?
but for now, all is...ok.
i have a foreal DAD! [smiles]
so yes. as fritzie said in her entry, we met our biological father for the first time in like 20 years. all i can say is whoa.
he looks like us. his hands are like ours: fingers are long and slender. he's probably where we get our height. he's 5'11". he's very mellow.
when i saw him i wanted to bawl like a little baby. but i didn't. i dont like to cry anymore. well, at least in front of people. i teared, then sucked it up and gave him a hug. I HUGGED MY DAD. omg, do you guys have any idea how good it felt? (ok fritzie does but maybe not everyone else). and OMG, we were walking the 3 of us, linked arms and just meandered through the port. and ME AND FRITZIE WERE WITH OUR DAD!
my only complaint is that he had to go back to the ship @ 4. =\ i wanted him to stay with us and we can buy a big house and get my mom and live happily ever after like in the fairy tales.
but alas, the world i live in is called reality. fairy tales do not exist. in reality, promises are meant to be broken and everyone is guilty until proven innocent.
ok back to my dad. =) he filled up a big hole that was there for 20 years. and for the first time in 20 years, i felt somewhat near complete. kinda ironic, now that our dad is around, mom is MIA. eh. can't win em all, right?
but for now, all is...ok.
i have a foreal DAD! [smiles]