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um....so i start writing in this again, and my stupid laptop keeps erasing my posts. i'll type out a whole 23423 paragraphs, then my super sensitive touch pad will go to a different page.
Anyways...i feel as if there's nothign to write about, because i've written about everything already.
um....i want chris to email me.
and...i look forward to seeing brian again.
and...i'm ever grateful for my phone calls with andrew.
and...my second lover is in total bliss with her guy, it's great.
and...my roommate is at work, and not here, so i'll just have to push together our beds by myself. mwahaha! (hi lindsay)
so um, i miss oxford. because over there i could read and studying and read and read and read and test myself, then retest myself all night and not be distracted or lose hope or drive. I stayed up for days at a time. I don't even know if oxford had a night. i was always in the house with lights on, music on, tv on...Some places just don't have days or nights... know what i mean?
for example...it never rains at the pool. (b/c you don't ever go to the pool when it's raining)
or....denny's doesn't exist during the daytime (b/c it's a place you go to at 3am)
or.........or.
so...i love san diego. but san diego needs to give me a job now. I promise to be good 0:)
um, what else? nothing...i bought a book today (i bought many i spent 50 bucks at BN) it's called "four argumentations why tv should be eliminated". haha exciting, no? i wanna take the LSAT, but i don't wanna be a lawyer? i want to accomplish things in the communications companies/industry, but i don't know if i can w/o being a lawyer. Or else, what can you really be anyways? a communications "expert", "liason", "consultant?" Anyways...i'll figure it out.
i'm overly immersed in political science now, it's great. i like being connected with the world and other people.
hey...that sums up my life (sorta)
i like being connected with the people of the world.
yes? no?
ok, before this accidently deletes again, imma go. except i stole a line from adam.
"what you do know may or may not hurt you, but what you don't know will hurt you."
i agree with this, and i'd like to throw in a little extra opinion of mine: the quote "ignorance is bliss" is absolutely untrue and a horrible thought for me, i'd like to know everything, experience everything even pain/betrayal/etc, i want it all.
more: people's imaginations are very very powerful. also, everything that can be imagine has been done, or will be done. so the capacity of man, and man's imagination are basically interchangeable things. so....
for example: There's a castle dungeon. Behind a locked door, you hear screaming. someone tells you "ignorance is bliss", you'd rather not know what's going on in there. But! your imagination would kick in, and mental pictures of horrible horrible things would appear. And i'm sure people's torturing techniques can be as horrible as you think.
it's like something YODA said in star wars....the whole little schpiel in the new star wars movie. Something about how ignorance is spawned by fear.
wait...how does that connect at all? it doesn't. ok, good night. bye
remember, if you're not me, let me know.
jes
Anyways...i feel as if there's nothign to write about, because i've written about everything already.
um....i want chris to email me.
and...i look forward to seeing brian again.
and...i'm ever grateful for my phone calls with andrew.
and...my second lover is in total bliss with her guy, it's great.
and...my roommate is at work, and not here, so i'll just have to push together our beds by myself. mwahaha! (hi lindsay)
so um, i miss oxford. because over there i could read and studying and read and read and read and test myself, then retest myself all night and not be distracted or lose hope or drive. I stayed up for days at a time. I don't even know if oxford had a night. i was always in the house with lights on, music on, tv on...Some places just don't have days or nights... know what i mean?
for example...it never rains at the pool. (b/c you don't ever go to the pool when it's raining)
or....denny's doesn't exist during the daytime (b/c it's a place you go to at 3am)
or.........or.
so...i love san diego. but san diego needs to give me a job now. I promise to be good 0:)
um, what else? nothing...i bought a book today (i bought many i spent 50 bucks at BN) it's called "four argumentations why tv should be eliminated". haha exciting, no? i wanna take the LSAT, but i don't wanna be a lawyer? i want to accomplish things in the communications companies/industry, but i don't know if i can w/o being a lawyer. Or else, what can you really be anyways? a communications "expert", "liason", "consultant?" Anyways...i'll figure it out.
i'm overly immersed in political science now, it's great. i like being connected with the world and other people.
hey...that sums up my life (sorta)
i like being connected with the people of the world.
yes? no?
ok, before this accidently deletes again, imma go. except i stole a line from adam.
"what you do know may or may not hurt you, but what you don't know will hurt you."
i agree with this, and i'd like to throw in a little extra opinion of mine: the quote "ignorance is bliss" is absolutely untrue and a horrible thought for me, i'd like to know everything, experience everything even pain/betrayal/etc, i want it all.
more: people's imaginations are very very powerful. also, everything that can be imagine has been done, or will be done. so the capacity of man, and man's imagination are basically interchangeable things. so....
for example: There's a castle dungeon. Behind a locked door, you hear screaming. someone tells you "ignorance is bliss", you'd rather not know what's going on in there. But! your imagination would kick in, and mental pictures of horrible horrible things would appear. And i'm sure people's torturing techniques can be as horrible as you think.
it's like something YODA said in star wars....the whole little schpiel in the new star wars movie. Something about how ignorance is spawned by fear.
wait...how does that connect at all? it doesn't. ok, good night. bye
remember, if you're not me, let me know.
jes