Holy FUCK it's been over a YEAR since I've posted...
So I'm alive. Although anyone who knows me on here, should have seen or spoken to me in the last year, I would hope.
Things are dumb.
*Unemployed
*Sick because my Crohns Disease hates me
*Broke
*uninsured
*Mentally unstable
*On meds that make me even MORE mentally unstable
*Emotionally non-existant
*Heffer Status
Oh & um,
FUCKING BROKE!
It's 3am & I should be sleeping but the Corticosteroids they have me on give me wicked insomnia.
Positives, My Red Headed Faggot is OUT OF JAIL. :) Yay for my OTHER HALF being back in my life.
That means two things.
1)I'm whole again
&
2)I have to start planning a wedding...
I promised Eliza (since well she proposed to me almost 2 years ago) that when Tyler got out of Jail, I would start seriously planning for our wedding. Now the thing is, we are both unemployed & have no monies. So I'm assuming that an outline of what I want will come first, then pricing & then actual date & whatnots will be planned in the futures when monies are available.
Yes that sounds good.
I'm currently waiting on feedback from OHSU to find out whether I will be 100% or partially covered by them for my meds & appointments. 100% would be amazing cause well I have $20 to my name & about $25,000 in medical debt. & without the Remicade they have me on for my Crohns, I'm pretty useless.
Eliza & Mika are going to be up and out at 8am, I should REALLY be sleeping. :( Mika is buying Eliza a tattoo for her Papa's memorial. Just something simple for now, "Papa" And his birthday & day he passed. She will add more later as the $ comes in. We are leaving for Eugene on Thursday because his Memorial is on friday. I'm nervous. It's really weird because her Papa, even though I only met him 4 or 5 times. Was more of a grandpa I've ever known. It's sad I guess.
Alright, I am rambling horribly. So I will stop, but maybe now I will update more.
You never know, just maybe.
<3
Things are dumb.
*Unemployed
*Sick because my Crohns Disease hates me
*Broke
*uninsured
*Mentally unstable
*On meds that make me even MORE mentally unstable
*Emotionally non-existant
*Heffer Status
Oh & um,
FUCKING BROKE!
It's 3am & I should be sleeping but the Corticosteroids they have me on give me wicked insomnia.
Positives, My Red Headed Faggot is OUT OF JAIL. :) Yay for my OTHER HALF being back in my life.
That means two things.
1)I'm whole again
&
2)I have to start planning a wedding...
I promised Eliza (since well she proposed to me almost 2 years ago) that when Tyler got out of Jail, I would start seriously planning for our wedding. Now the thing is, we are both unemployed & have no monies. So I'm assuming that an outline of what I want will come first, then pricing & then actual date & whatnots will be planned in the futures when monies are available.
Yes that sounds good.
I'm currently waiting on feedback from OHSU to find out whether I will be 100% or partially covered by them for my meds & appointments. 100% would be amazing cause well I have $20 to my name & about $25,000 in medical debt. & without the Remicade they have me on for my Crohns, I'm pretty useless.
Eliza & Mika are going to be up and out at 8am, I should REALLY be sleeping. :( Mika is buying Eliza a tattoo for her Papa's memorial. Just something simple for now, "Papa" And his birthday & day he passed. She will add more later as the $ comes in. We are leaving for Eugene on Thursday because his Memorial is on friday. I'm nervous. It's really weird because her Papa, even though I only met him 4 or 5 times. Was more of a grandpa I've ever known. It's sad I guess.
Alright, I am rambling horribly. So I will stop, but maybe now I will update more.
You never know, just maybe.
<3