Oct 21, 2007 14:02
You will wreck my heart. I am afraid of this for sure.
Beautiful soul. You speak in colors and rhythm.
You look so good naked.
You will break me.
I just don't know how yet.
This scares me.
But I am in love.
When I'm with you. I feel like. That's it. I don't want anyone else.
Ever again.
You dropped the first L-word. It was magic.
I was scared. Scared to tell the truth of how I felt.
So I lied. Said I didn't feel the same.
I finally gave in. Shared my weakness with you.
This scares me.
You make me worry. But I'm working on it.
Apparently I worry you too.
And this is where we collide.
Feeling the same insecurities. And not knowing how to control them.
Baby I'm yours.
For you. And you only.
I know words will never heal the pain you feel at times.
But I will do anything in my power to make the world yours.
How'd it start?
It started with a question.
A simple invitation.
A mere string of words.
Intoxicated with a passionate connection to you, I could not say no.
It turned into nights, days. Tears. lies. broken hearts.
Sneaking around. Hiding.
I regret it not being proper. Starting out in such betrayal.
For this I know is why. Why you worry about me.
I couldn't help it. I was drawn to you. My soulmate.
I'm yours, and yours only.
"Brash and hopeful
That my luck will not perish tonight
And when the overcast tries to kill me
It's your slow motion rain
That falls warm on my neck that keep me alive
Consider this song a testament
Of my devotion to your sacharrine scent
And to be completely honest
You're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest"
Everytime I hear this, I get goosebumps.
And know that everythings going to be, alright.
Because your skin feels so sweet.
Your kiss tastes so right.
When you brush against me I get nervous.
When I hear your voice I instantly am thankful.
Because that means. I still have my world.
Without it, I am incomplete.
-Shawnta` Maria Santacruz-Anderson
(Thank you to my wifey for motivation, & some thievery on my part of words and lines of yours)
love