Jul 08, 2007 16:15
With my mistakes, and my insecurities.
I have killed the most important thing to me.
It will all be over soon.
And everything will change.
I'll be more lost then I ever have been in my whole life.
And no one will be there to take care of me.
Part of me thinks this is what I want...Then the other part of me would NEVER want this to happen.
Just kill me now, because soon, I will be dead on the inside.