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Im going to go to beaverton and meet up with sara, and maybe go to pride project and then downtown.
Its going to be weird, being out....during the day....and not with Ashley.
Shes working....this sucks.
I miss her, the past week we haven't really gotten to see eachother since she works a new job and my schedule sucks bawls.
The new medicine gives me migraines, makes me aggressive, moody and impulsive....which ISNT me.
I hate it.
April 1st will be 6 months for ashley and I.
I'm excited.
But I'm still insecure, I try and fight it off but It's still stuck in the back of my head.
Even if I cry, or am sad 3/4 of the time which thats the way it used to be, I don't care. The happiness I feel when we're together makes up for it all.
Since the last big fiasco, we've been good. no fighting really. just bickering because of my moodyness and thats about it.
I just want to be with her at all times and forget about everything around me.
I become enthralled in her, I don't mean to...but I do.
I have to go take a shower after I finish eating, I'm suppose to catch the bus at 223.
and it is 144 and I haven't finished doing anything but eat...
ugh I'm a fat kid....someone just fucking stab me.
yea...I'm out.
<3
Shawnta`
Its going to be weird, being out....during the day....and not with Ashley.
Shes working....this sucks.
I miss her, the past week we haven't really gotten to see eachother since she works a new job and my schedule sucks bawls.
The new medicine gives me migraines, makes me aggressive, moody and impulsive....which ISNT me.
I hate it.
April 1st will be 6 months for ashley and I.
I'm excited.
But I'm still insecure, I try and fight it off but It's still stuck in the back of my head.
Even if I cry, or am sad 3/4 of the time which thats the way it used to be, I don't care. The happiness I feel when we're together makes up for it all.
Since the last big fiasco, we've been good. no fighting really. just bickering because of my moodyness and thats about it.
I just want to be with her at all times and forget about everything around me.
I become enthralled in her, I don't mean to...but I do.
I have to go take a shower after I finish eating, I'm suppose to catch the bus at 223.
and it is 144 and I haven't finished doing anything but eat...
ugh I'm a fat kid....someone just fucking stab me.
yea...I'm out.
<3
Shawnta`