Yay!...Im broke!

Feb 25, 2006 00:37

Current Balance as on 2/24/06: $5.47

I am outright Broke! :D Sad?? Well just to cheer myself up...I am happy about it! The brighter side... no cash... no spendings. No spendings => 100% savings! Hence, I am saving money which I dont technically have! Isnt that amazing? :))

Okay... jokes apart...Im freaking broke! I havent recieved a pay check in weeks...and will not recieve any till 6th of March... well some SSN change_official_bullsh**! I hv to survive (at least)10 days with 5 bucks, worst of all, there are bills which are due...so as soon as I get cash..it leaves my hand to pay the bills...sweet aint it? Well thats life! :D

Well I couldnt be happier with my life... I am glad about it! :D The other day I returned home after 40 hours... 36 hours straight I was in the lab coding! I got up once to grab a sub n some soda. What was I coding? Some crossword solver which would use another SAT solver to solve/complete a crossword puzzle (given a dictionary, of course). 20, 000 words... And a million other CNF clauses to be generated and what not. Yea, it finally worked...at least worked to solve few small puzzles. I dint dare testing it on bigger ones... memory constraint n all other things.

I have 6 maggi packets left at home and 4 cans of beer... I hv 10 days to go... hmm... I hv few cookies n probably there is enough frozen veggies (common_grocery_account_shared_with_roomies). There were days I couldnt afford to eat outside because of time constraint, now I have the time but cant afford to eat outside! haha!

Is that the best you got...you sh** fuc**** coc* suc*** miserable piece of crap? (@ LIFE!)

Well, last time I asked "Is that the best you got?" to life... I had my limbs frozen! Last week...it was way below freezing (no snow, but really cold). I think it was -6 deg. cel. (but felt like -9) and so yours_truly forgot his jacket and sweater... on the way towards the lab (cursing myself)... I look at the sky and scream "Is that the best you got? huh? Is that all you can freeze me?" and....waaalah... a sudden gush of wind to freeze my limbs, nose and ear (mind you wind temperature is way lower). I look up humbly and say "Thank You!:D I couldnt have asked for more from Life" :)

So you see... all those mofos cursing "life" for no reason... remember one fuc**** thing-> There are others, who are fuc**** glad about the life they have, no matter what this Life throws(or rather blows) at them. And so I say to myself that I should be glad too, because there are people dying on some other corner of the world without food and water... At least I have those! Damn you fu**ed up swines who crib about Life not being fair to you, and ur girlfriend dumping you, or ur boss harassing you or u even fu***** losing your balls in a fight.

Oh and this semester so far has been sweet. I took three courses Declarative Methods, Advanced Wireless and Networking and Advanced Computer Integrated Surgery. Three as it may seem... but they are heavy! Declarative Methods is broadly AI + programming languages. Advanced CIS project is something to do with Cancer_Treatment-Radiation_Therapy ... but for those curious it is this. Advanced Wireless...no idea! I havent attended in 2 weeks.

I quit smoking for a month...then smoked for a week...n then quit for another week and then decided will smoke occasionally on weekends probably with beer. Weekdays, I want to stress myself out so that I can enjoy my weekends, but no stress :( Last sem I experienced all the troubles came at once, this sem I'm ready & mentally prepared to face it, but no stress. Although, the experienced seniors tell me not to lose hope, in another 2-3 weeks life will be slightly worse than hell :D It is the "hope" for a stress full & hectic life that is the driving force behind me.

Like I mentioned before, one of my courses is Advanced Computer Integrated Surgery... class strength is close to 12-15. All those who have given up on life are in this course. So I am doing a project with one Korean guy, one Irish+Aussie+British cocktail guy.....neither of us can understand each others accent... We will be doing our project at the Johns Hopkins Medical Institute (supposedly reputed), int the Department of Radiation Oncology. Ok, since the project something to do with cancer... I went to the hospital, I actually saw what they meant by "smoking causes cancer". I saw few cancer patients....there was one kid among those....who was 1/10th of me (width wise)....due to radiation...no hair on his body. Cancer is baad,it fu**ing kills people. But what to do, these companies cant stop producing tobacco, it is not my fault....because it is available to me, that's why I buy it! :p Fair enough? According to my project guide, I might have to fry few rats/mice ...fry in the sense irradiate them to collect their CT images and then reconstruct the 3D CT image on comp... whatever crap... But here is my super-sexy master plan, if my guide leaves me alone with the radiation equipment to cure cancer for 30 mins....Thats it...I be the radiating Mr. Pinak's lungs and....I will wipe clean all the damage done so far :D so that I can get back to smoking properly! :D Yes! to tell u this one sentence, I had to give one para explanation... appreciate it? no? >:P no body appreciates true genius! :D

PS: Yours_truly is looking for a Summer Internship. Anyone interested? Click here!
PPS: Baah...this place sux. Hyderabad Rulz anyday!

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