fuckin feeling
physics midterm in 20 min..
so heres a quickie i need to let go from my mind.
in the shower i was thinkin hmmm i wish i told people everything.
there are times wen i need someone to just listen and not be biased.
i need to hear it how it is. when life gets rough i dont want to look
at it like im right im right, i wanna hear another opinion i want to hear
something considerate. Something that makes me think of both sides of things.
there arent that many people that do that for me. in fact theres only one.
my cuzzo christina. We are alike in so many ways and we think so similarly.
her advice i swear is exactly wat i need to hear every time. It isnt biased
its understanding and it sees from both sides. just how i need just how i am and want to
keep being. These past few days i dunno. Ive been thinking well wat could happen behind my back?
if all these things have already happened and they shouldnt have..then why did they happen?
if u shouldnt have done that then why is it done? i dont blame anyone because we are in college.
we are still young no one is down for a serious serious serious relationship yet....
it still kills me tho..thoes things that happened, maybe i brought it upon myself
maybe maybe maybe...and i always ask myself, i do all these things to make you happy.
I seriously try so hard not make you uncomfortable or mad or sad or anything....the guys i know that are my friends i tried to distance just so it wouldnt be weird for u even tho i knew u wouldnt care...u dont really care that often....i think the problem is that I do. =(
so heres a quickie i need to let go from my mind.
in the shower i was thinkin hmmm i wish i told people everything.
there are times wen i need someone to just listen and not be biased.
i need to hear it how it is. when life gets rough i dont want to look
at it like im right im right, i wanna hear another opinion i want to hear
something considerate. Something that makes me think of both sides of things.
there arent that many people that do that for me. in fact theres only one.
my cuzzo christina. We are alike in so many ways and we think so similarly.
her advice i swear is exactly wat i need to hear every time. It isnt biased
its understanding and it sees from both sides. just how i need just how i am and want to
keep being. These past few days i dunno. Ive been thinking well wat could happen behind my back?
if all these things have already happened and they shouldnt have..then why did they happen?
if u shouldnt have done that then why is it done? i dont blame anyone because we are in college.
we are still young no one is down for a serious serious serious relationship yet....
it still kills me tho..thoes things that happened, maybe i brought it upon myself
maybe maybe maybe...and i always ask myself, i do all these things to make you happy.
I seriously try so hard not make you uncomfortable or mad or sad or anything....the guys i know that are my friends i tried to distance just so it wouldnt be weird for u even tho i knew u wouldnt care...u dont really care that often....i think the problem is that I do. =(