Jul 14, 2010 18:55
I hate gossip, I hate not knowing what people are actually thinking... I trust that a lot of my friends are truthful and would say things to my face, the same I would to them. I've had confrontations with many of you before, and we've worked it out... so for the most part, I trust that this isn't very influential if it is true.
So all I'll say is this, I've heard hearsay that there's this comment going around how "Yuki has changed"
I don't care who said it, who started it. But if you agree with it, this is for you:
I can't say I haven't changed, everyone does.
I can say that if I have, its for the better. And if you disagree with that, you've never known who I was to begin with.
I feel like maybe I need to remind people how I lost my job, my apartment, couldn't get out of bed because I was so depressed... And not a single person noticed. At the most you saw that I moved back home to my parents. Said it was money issues. Dropped out of school... etc etc.
Things have been tight with money lately, I'm sure everyone can understand that. But I'm on my own again, I'm back in school-- I'm a senior now! I nearly have my BA degree in Psychology. I'm happy, healthy... And if you think I'm doing something morally wrong in some fashion, you need to bring it up to me... Cause I haven't seen like 90% of you in like a year or so, and I'm sure some people are only getting half the story.
But overall... I feel like somethings not being said, that there's something I'm missing around here, and I'm really sick of worrying about it. So that's all I'll say...