3 beers and packing
So as I read through my old posts--from when I was a wee lassie--I realize I was as boy crazy as a majority of my female friends now. All my girlfriends do is talk to me like I wrote in my LJ back in the day. This guy this, that guy that, this, that, this, that, blah. It's all good, though, in no way am I complaining. I mean, when I get skinny again I will, too, re-become boy crazy. But in a different way... a non-player type of way because of Patrick, of course.
I mean, is this all we girls are made of? Working out, drinking, and men? And then there's food, of course. I mean guys are about food, sports, drinking, and women. But are we women just as simple? Hah, I guess so. But then again, there's the decorating, the shoes, the accessories...ok. We are cooler than guys and my girl friends like sports. Which makes us the monopoly of desirable here in the 'Ville.
Blah, I am depressed. And I am packing up my bedroom all by myself so I can move at the end of this month. Depressing. And I am trying to find a drinking buddy but Jessica is working, Kelly moved, and Brittany isn't answering. Only 3? Depressing. Then, I had a plan to starve myself today but Jess was hungry so after a Shocktop Raspberry Wheat we went to CiCi's. Depressing!! And I have been working my ass off at Boot Camp AND at the gym for a month now only to have gained body fat and a diminutive amount of muscle. Humiliating and DEPRESSING! And now I just finished the last beer I had in the fridge. Depressing.
I do not want to be unhappy but lately, holy shit. I mean, I used to be fat but was out with Chad and them all the time. Super socialite. And I have friends now, but damn. What is it? Is it because I'm not that pretty? I mean, I know everyone thinks I'm cool as shit but I guess it's not enough! NO. I am going to stop this post. I will find a drinking buddy and go get some cheat day food with good company.
I am awesome. I will lose this weight. I will have many friends. I will make lots of money. lol.
Wish me luck.
McL
Rest in Peace
Mercedes
i need you. now.
I mean, is this all we girls are made of? Working out, drinking, and men? And then there's food, of course. I mean guys are about food, sports, drinking, and women. But are we women just as simple? Hah, I guess so. But then again, there's the decorating, the shoes, the accessories...ok. We are cooler than guys and my girl friends like sports. Which makes us the monopoly of desirable here in the 'Ville.
Blah, I am depressed. And I am packing up my bedroom all by myself so I can move at the end of this month. Depressing. And I am trying to find a drinking buddy but Jessica is working, Kelly moved, and Brittany isn't answering. Only 3? Depressing. Then, I had a plan to starve myself today but Jess was hungry so after a Shocktop Raspberry Wheat we went to CiCi's. Depressing!! And I have been working my ass off at Boot Camp AND at the gym for a month now only to have gained body fat and a diminutive amount of muscle. Humiliating and DEPRESSING! And now I just finished the last beer I had in the fridge. Depressing.
I do not want to be unhappy but lately, holy shit. I mean, I used to be fat but was out with Chad and them all the time. Super socialite. And I have friends now, but damn. What is it? Is it because I'm not that pretty? I mean, I know everyone thinks I'm cool as shit but I guess it's not enough! NO. I am going to stop this post. I will find a drinking buddy and go get some cheat day food with good company.
I am awesome. I will lose this weight. I will have many friends. I will make lots of money. lol.
Wish me luck.
McL
Rest in Peace
Mercedes
i need you. now.