I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK!!!!!
God i just dont understand!! i feel so used! I feel that i was just a puppet for Alysha to get over kelly or something! i just feel if i wasnt being used then why would it be so easy for her to just let me go! omg why didnt i see it! why am i so stupid! omg i just hate her right now and now she got what she wanted! i dont want to talk to her! i dont want to try and talk to her! i dont want to even see her at all!
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING! I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING IN ME! AND YOU JUST TREAT ME LIKE THE DIRT UNDER YOUR FEET! WHY!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO YOU! NOTHING! SO YOU KNOW WHAT DONT TRY AND TALK TO ME, DONT DO ANYTHING TO ME, I DONT KNOW YOU ANYMORE! WELL YOU WONT HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT WILL YOU! YOU ALREADY HAVE A HEAD START!
We made a promise..."no matter what happens, i still want us to be your friends" "i want us to be 40 years old and still be playing video games"! Well i guess you were lying! you know what it is funny how when she broke up with kelly she would always call her and would always want to be friends. but i guess i wasnt that special right! i thought that we had something you know! im speechless! im just so angry and so sad that she would just leave me here like that and not give a god damn about me! she doesnt care about me at all! if i died i think that she wouldnt shed a tear she would just say "sucks" and then go out and party and get drunk!
I mean i treated you like a queen! she was and still is the number one in my life! she treats me like a stranger! i would hate to think that she used me to get back at kelly...because why would you being someone into your life and tell them that you "love" them and make them care for you when you could give a rats ass about them and just break up with no emotion no feeling! just cold turkey!
you know what she said before lets go back and see... "i am going to put all of my attention, love, time, anger, stress, and just make it all into something good in my relationship with palmer. everything that went wrong with kelly and me will NOT happen with palmer and me. i will just take all the things that hurt me and make them into something positive." Well we had something...i really was in love with you, and i would have done anything to make you happy cause that is how i always wanted you to be! but i guess you didnt want the same for me! i guess all the laughter, the kisses, the phone calls when you were upset or mad, the phone calls from Oklahoma, all of the sex means nothing to you now right! well im glad i meant so much to you!
WELL I HOPE YOUR HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND HOW BADLY YOU JUST CRUSHED ME! CONGRATS U GOT WHAT YOU WANTED...FOR ME TO JUST DROP IT AND LET IT GO RIGHT! FOR ME TO STOP TALKING TO YOU AND JUST STOP TRYING ON YOU RIGHT! WELL I HOPE YOU HAPPY AND PROUD OF WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED...OH MAYBE THEY WELL GIVE YOU AN AWARD! FOR WORST BREAKUP EVER...THAT WOULD BE A TREAT NOW WOULDNT IT...ALONG WITH THE KNIFE THAT YOU STABBED IN MY BACK THAT WILL GO GREAT ON YOU WALL! WELL HAVE A GOOD LIFE SINCE YOU JUST DESTROYED MINE! JUST LOOK AT IT THIS WAY YOU DIDNT LOSE ANYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT WANT TO LOSE ALREADY!
here i have a little going away present for you that i think that you should know...my friends mom wanted to make you that prom dress for free...i thought that it would be so nice of me to do that but oh well right!
Goodbye sweetie...in some other life maybe i would have meant more to you...
I LOVE YOU!
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING! I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING IN ME! AND YOU JUST TREAT ME LIKE THE DIRT UNDER YOUR FEET! WHY!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO YOU! NOTHING! SO YOU KNOW WHAT DONT TRY AND TALK TO ME, DONT DO ANYTHING TO ME, I DONT KNOW YOU ANYMORE! WELL YOU WONT HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT WILL YOU! YOU ALREADY HAVE A HEAD START!
We made a promise..."no matter what happens, i still want us to be your friends" "i want us to be 40 years old and still be playing video games"! Well i guess you were lying! you know what it is funny how when she broke up with kelly she would always call her and would always want to be friends. but i guess i wasnt that special right! i thought that we had something you know! im speechless! im just so angry and so sad that she would just leave me here like that and not give a god damn about me! she doesnt care about me at all! if i died i think that she wouldnt shed a tear she would just say "sucks" and then go out and party and get drunk!
I mean i treated you like a queen! she was and still is the number one in my life! she treats me like a stranger! i would hate to think that she used me to get back at kelly...because why would you being someone into your life and tell them that you "love" them and make them care for you when you could give a rats ass about them and just break up with no emotion no feeling! just cold turkey!
you know what she said before lets go back and see... "i am going to put all of my attention, love, time, anger, stress, and just make it all into something good in my relationship with palmer. everything that went wrong with kelly and me will NOT happen with palmer and me. i will just take all the things that hurt me and make them into something positive." Well we had something...i really was in love with you, and i would have done anything to make you happy cause that is how i always wanted you to be! but i guess you didnt want the same for me! i guess all the laughter, the kisses, the phone calls when you were upset or mad, the phone calls from Oklahoma, all of the sex means nothing to you now right! well im glad i meant so much to you!
WELL I HOPE YOUR HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND HOW BADLY YOU JUST CRUSHED ME! CONGRATS U GOT WHAT YOU WANTED...FOR ME TO JUST DROP IT AND LET IT GO RIGHT! FOR ME TO STOP TALKING TO YOU AND JUST STOP TRYING ON YOU RIGHT! WELL I HOPE YOU HAPPY AND PROUD OF WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED...OH MAYBE THEY WELL GIVE YOU AN AWARD! FOR WORST BREAKUP EVER...THAT WOULD BE A TREAT NOW WOULDNT IT...ALONG WITH THE KNIFE THAT YOU STABBED IN MY BACK THAT WILL GO GREAT ON YOU WALL! WELL HAVE A GOOD LIFE SINCE YOU JUST DESTROYED MINE! JUST LOOK AT IT THIS WAY YOU DIDNT LOSE ANYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT WANT TO LOSE ALREADY!
here i have a little going away present for you that i think that you should know...my friends mom wanted to make you that prom dress for free...i thought that it would be so nice of me to do that but oh well right!
Goodbye sweetie...in some other life maybe i would have meant more to you...
I LOVE YOU!