October
Autumn.
My second season out of the year.
I love the changing of the leaves, the colder weather, the whole feeling. It makes me feel like that since the world can change I can too. I want to change so badly. I feel lazy and sluggish so much. I have a terrible disease called jealousy. I am insecure to no end. So to overcome all of these things, I am going to get more fresh air and excercise. It's gonna suck at first, but I have faith in myself that I can get over it and somehow get the happiness I so desperatly want.
Another thing I love about October-Halloween! I want to get my body in shape enough so that next year I can wear something totally outrageous for me. I think it would be fun. God I love Halloween. The dressing up, the scary movies, the feeling of being spooky.
Something else I've discovered? High school is hard. That is another post though, for some other time.
Peace G's.