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[pimpologist101]

it's becoming more frequent every day.
harder to control.
the pain goes deeper.
the urges are stronger.
it wont go away.
just let me go.
it's like a cycle that will never end no matter what
so why even try anymore?
what's the point?
why are you the only one that can see right through me
right through it all.
even if I'm confronted with it
I'll deny it
I don't wanna hurt anyone else anymore
if you could just let me go, that'd be great
because I'd have no one keeping me here.
that'd be great.
man, that'd be great.
In life, I put up walls to hide who I am and how I feel
so when I go to escape it, I'm still too weak
I'm stuck in that place between life and death
and I can't go anywhere.
It would be easier, if you could just let me go.