why am I dealing with constants when I can be dealing with experience?

[pimpmyfirebolt]

I really needed a cracked out phone call last night.
It's just so comforting to know that someone out there thinks and feels almost the exact same way I do.
That perhaps I'm not completely insane.
Although it could very well be that we're both complete maniacs, but I'd like to think positive.

I had many epiphanies last night.
I'm not going to share them just yet because they need to be honed a bit, but just know they're cracked out as anything.
The point is that I'm much more at peace with my situation.

Daniels if you read this thanks for bringing a bit of sanity into my life.
You dumb slut.


"standing still but still moving
lying down but not resting
breathing air but suffocated
all the while I'm debating
life was never what I thought
never what I wanted it to be
had a plan couldn't follow
had a dream it was hollow
life was never what I wanted
never what I thought
until you came and turned it all around

you found the peace of me
it was missing
it was broken
you put soul into it
you found the whole of me
I was empty now I'm better
all my pieces back together

restless ways for a living
fitting in 'cuz I was driven
saying yes when I meant no
holding on should've let go
I was scattered all around
left shattered on the ground
you picked me up
all I wanted was a little bit of hope
you showed me something I never thought I owned
you put a light into it"