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a lot of ppl i went to school w/ have been goin to the bar i work at lately. i made the mistake of sleeping w/ one of the preppy jerks i hated in school...too full of himself and quite frankly i wasnt attracted to him (hes attractive, dont get me wrong...hes just not my type. personality and all). i slept w/ him in some sort of sad attempt to get back at my ex (whom i still love and thought about the entire time). =/ oh well what can you do. so next time i run into a guy i havnt seen in yrs and im feeling vengeful i wont hang out w/ them that night when asked. *sigh* i miss my chris...