LOTS OF CATCHING UP...
"Courage is like love; it must have hope for nourishment." --Napoleon
~quotes from our agenda can be quite nice. i was flipping thru ma agenda and came across this one that captured my attention.~
WOW it feels so wierd writing in here; it feels like im expressing myself to a stranger that was once my best friend.
well school is going pretty good although *SeNiOrItIs* is beginning to kick in. ive gotten so lazy, but still manage to keep up ma grades. yey!
how bout FT. WILDERNESS?? well im thinking a room made up of me, even, kerri, kathryn, meli and najla will work out perfectly...but now i gotta figure out wut to do with ashley, ana, and carla?? ima pay 2morrow and get the $ issue out of my way. i really cant wait till we head over there and have a blast. PLEASE LEAVE ALL DRAMA AT HOME FOR YOUR MAMA!!!!!!! i really want this to be an experience we'll never forget and kind of a last minute bonding/being with ur good friends type weekend!
i just realized in december it will be half a year i've been working at Athlete's Foot...pretty good for me considering the last job i had lasted 2 weeks.lol. i have calculated and expect a hefty check in 2 weeks right around the time where the expiration date has expired on my clothing and need some new stuff and also right by the time where the streets are crazy, ppl r crazy...wutz it called...ohh yea XMAS!
wel guyz if u havent heard already i am gonna tell u now...I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! ready for this one??? ....'EvEn! this is for her since she says i dont express ma love to her. lol. love ya boo! but the issues in ma life are guyz! where has ma game gone. i cant seem to make moose ne more. i kno i kno wut about the guy chris?? well hes there he just hasnt cared as he should and now is paying for it while i become the bitch i needed to be since the beginning. hes a lil better. he called yesterday and is planning to come over today. *we will see if hes not wrapped up in baseball his girlfriend or his job. i just dont care ne more. im so sick of the fact that i cant lve with guyz and i cant live w/o them. i just need that testoserone around me i guess. danny is there just a friend, he still trys but i cant have myself do it...i have ABSOLUTELY NO feelings for this boi. i feel bad but hey life works in mysterious ways. maybe ill see why in the future. talking about future thats all pedro lives in. i hate the fact that i love him. after all the shyt ive been thru with him and all the times hes broken ma heart i still feel as if hes my one and true love.
away from the guy issues this weekend was great. my sisters birthday party ended pretty well although i had more friends on the dance floor. thatnx for the ppl who came and made ma night. meli, even, ashley, najla, caro, kerri, arabel, juan, sean, matt, jonathan, rey, fred, middle school friends tania, sasha, michy, jessica, nick, danny, daryl. thanx for all coming. well start making plans for the weekend cuz im ready to party! is anyone up for SANTAS on saturday?? i have $2 coupons off entrance. call me or let me kno at school.
well guyz im out. sry so long had to catch u guyz up since ma last entry was about 5 months ago!
~quotes from our agenda can be quite nice. i was flipping thru ma agenda and came across this one that captured my attention.~
WOW it feels so wierd writing in here; it feels like im expressing myself to a stranger that was once my best friend.
well school is going pretty good although *SeNiOrItIs* is beginning to kick in. ive gotten so lazy, but still manage to keep up ma grades. yey!
how bout FT. WILDERNESS?? well im thinking a room made up of me, even, kerri, kathryn, meli and najla will work out perfectly...but now i gotta figure out wut to do with ashley, ana, and carla?? ima pay 2morrow and get the $ issue out of my way. i really cant wait till we head over there and have a blast. PLEASE LEAVE ALL DRAMA AT HOME FOR YOUR MAMA!!!!!!! i really want this to be an experience we'll never forget and kind of a last minute bonding/being with ur good friends type weekend!
i just realized in december it will be half a year i've been working at Athlete's Foot...pretty good for me considering the last job i had lasted 2 weeks.lol. i have calculated and expect a hefty check in 2 weeks right around the time where the expiration date has expired on my clothing and need some new stuff and also right by the time where the streets are crazy, ppl r crazy...wutz it called...ohh yea XMAS!
wel guyz if u havent heard already i am gonna tell u now...I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! ready for this one??? ....'EvEn! this is for her since she says i dont express ma love to her. lol. love ya boo! but the issues in ma life are guyz! where has ma game gone. i cant seem to make moose ne more. i kno i kno wut about the guy chris?? well hes there he just hasnt cared as he should and now is paying for it while i become the bitch i needed to be since the beginning. hes a lil better. he called yesterday and is planning to come over today. *we will see if hes not wrapped up in baseball his girlfriend or his job. i just dont care ne more. im so sick of the fact that i cant lve with guyz and i cant live w/o them. i just need that testoserone around me i guess. danny is there just a friend, he still trys but i cant have myself do it...i have ABSOLUTELY NO feelings for this boi. i feel bad but hey life works in mysterious ways. maybe ill see why in the future. talking about future thats all pedro lives in. i hate the fact that i love him. after all the shyt ive been thru with him and all the times hes broken ma heart i still feel as if hes my one and true love.
away from the guy issues this weekend was great. my sisters birthday party ended pretty well although i had more friends on the dance floor. thatnx for the ppl who came and made ma night. meli, even, ashley, najla, caro, kerri, arabel, juan, sean, matt, jonathan, rey, fred, middle school friends tania, sasha, michy, jessica, nick, danny, daryl. thanx for all coming. well start making plans for the weekend cuz im ready to party! is anyone up for SANTAS on saturday?? i have $2 coupons off entrance. call me or let me kno at school.
well guyz im out. sry so long had to catch u guyz up since ma last entry was about 5 months ago!