Nov 09, 2005 14:50
You guys tell me if I'm keeping it real.
I haven't listened to rap or Techno in like a week. Know what I've been listening to?
Matisyahu - <- Badass
Ben Folds
Reel Big Fish
Bob Seger
Hall and Oates
America - Horse with no name, and some others off their Greatest hits CD.
Pretty much it. I'm not going through an identity crisis or anything, I just don't wanna listen to Rap anymore, cause it rubs off on me alot. I'm not a wigger or anything, but Rap makes me a little blacker around the edges I guess. I listen to Seger (Mainstreet), or America (Horse), and I am like a happy singing person, it's weird. It's my new crunk I guess.
I feel gay or emo posting in an LJ too, but I guess it might help me be more inclined to write actual letters. I have had a close cousin in prison for 14 years and I have written him once. I guess I'm a bad person, but I'm not gonna beat myself up about it.
I am a horrible, if not non-existant father as well, but thats what happens when your daughters mother is a crazy, mind-twisting witch. My daughters name is Samantha, and she is the cutest fucking kid I've ever seen, she's gonna be 3 soon, I miss her. I wish I could start over what I have fucked up in my life but thats life, I will work on it a day at a time.
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Still not emo.