For every bad thing that happens there is a good.....
....but not in my life. Car insurance went up higher then ever. My brother was kicked out/voluntarily left the house. Which leaves it with myself being the only guy left in the house. Which sucks more then anything in the world. He is now staying with his g/f! Valentines day is coming up and for once ever I am going to be single for it. That is crazy. It feels like I haven't had a serious relationship in forever. Wait a minute... Thats because I haven't. Every girl that I come across is either to young acting, a bitch (did not mean to put it like that), or I just don't know. No girl seems right. Ever. I just have a feeling that all these bad things that are happening is just going to add up for one major HORRIBLE thing in the end. And the feeling is telling me that it is going to happen soon. Or maybe its not a bad thing at all and its all in my head? (Which is prolly what it really is.) Hopefully its something thats REALLY good. Really I just don't know what to do anymore. Work is the usual. Sucks. Its a fucking Friday night, I don't have work tomorrow, and I'm sitting at fucking home b/c everyone is WAY to lazy or tired to do anything. Anyways I could go on and on about my feelings and all that shit but I'm frankly tired of it all. I'm out the bitch. Later!