ugh...

[pimpinkade]

I feel like crap today. I hadnt puked in years before the incident where i puked in coach's car, but now i cant seem to keep anything down. So i have been working out a ton but not really eating anything. I know its not healthy and no im not anorexic, i just cant seem to keep any kind of real food down. So i am suposed to go to the doctor and figure out what is wrong. I am kinda scared cause im not really sure what they are gonna say. I didnt want to tell anyone about this cause i didnt want people to worry or feel bad for me, but i hate keeping secrets so there it is. I ended up getting sick after i came home yesterday and ive had a migrain for a few days now. The family camping trip is this weekend and im not really looking forward to it.
Anywayz on a lighter note. I am volunteering at the hospital today. I am so excited. I love the pharmacy and i am really thinking that it would be a job i could enjoy. but then again i was thinking the other day i alwayz wanted to be a lawyer and a paramedic so who knows. My future is so undecided.
*~Kade~*