May 17, 2005 23:28
[my name is]: Nick
[in the morning I am]: Angry most of the time. Dead other times.
[all I need is]: To be shut off from the world (except I can still get my Star Warsy stuff...)
[love is]: Prelude to suffering.
[I'm afraid of]: Immortality.
[I dream about]: Whatever I think about before falling asleep, that's what I dream about.
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Eh...they taste the same to me.
[flowers or candy]: Cannndy.
[tall or short]: Doesn't matter.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- <<
[what do you notice first?]: Uhh...I guess someone's face because you know, that's kind of where I look when I talk to people.
[dream boy/girlfriend]: I'd really rather not have one.
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: No, but I believe you can fall in love with someone after talking to them for a day.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Max I guess.
[makes you smile]: Everyone, even stupid people.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: I don't get that anymore. Hopefully I never will.
[has a crush on you?]: No clue. Whoever does, I'm sorry.
[easiest to talk to]: I can talk to Eric but really i prefer to talk to Nicoleypoo.
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: Used to. Now I sit in front of my computer thinking about how I'm wasting so much time, but I go ahead and waste it anyways.
[save aol/aim conversations]: Once again, not anymore. It's pointless.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Yeah it would be interesting. I'm sure it would get annoying with that whole vagina thing.
[lie?]: I try not to, but I do sometimes.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O NNN-
[you talked to on the phone]: Uhh...I think it was Max. He needed help with homework.
[hugged]: I lose track.
[you instant messaged]: Oskypoo.
[you laughed with]: I laughed at myself when I looked in the mirror a few minutes ago.
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: Too lazy.
[ever get off the damn computer]: Occasionally
[habla espanol]: I know a few words, thanks to my wonderful school.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: Almost, but didn't.
[obsessive]: Yeah...
[could you live without the computer?]: Probably not. I might manage, but where would I get the money for all the things I download? Star Wars crap and video games aren't free y'know.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 200.
[what's your favorite food?]: Does candy count? Sour candy then.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: Strawberries.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunsets I guess. Sunrises are too early.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional. I'm so 3m0. So sad.
[trust others way too easily?]: I've made that mistake. I don't trust anyone anymore.
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken?] Twice? I dunno it really doesn't matter. That will never happen again, nothing is worth that.
[of hearts I have broken?] I honestly don't know. Sorry, I can't see into people's souls.
[of boys I have kissed?] Well I've snuck kisses on Eric and Max. Just pecks I swear.
[of girls I have kissed?] : Uhhh two I think. Somewhere around there.
[of continents I have lived in?] : One.
[of drugs taken illegally?] : I only do NyQuil bitch. HxC shit right there.
[of tight friends?] : Eh...three or so. Maybe four.
[of cd's that i own?] : Only Jebus knows.
[of scars on my body?] : I dunno...
[of things in my past that i regret?] : Uhm...a lot. I'd rather not count them.
LAST.RUN
I KNOW: All things end.
I HAVE: A penis.
I WISH: I was gone.
I HATE: People.
I MISS: Julia.
I FEAR: Attachment.
I HEAR: Voices?
I SEARCH: For an easy way out.
I WONDER: What could have been.
I REGRET: Everything.
I LOVE: ...my puppy.
I ACHE: In my back. It's really killing me.
I CARE: For the ignorant.
I ALWAYS: Listen.
I AM NOT: Gay. So shut up.
I DANCE: Like a madman.
I SING: Like a retard.
I CRY: When I remember.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: Know the answers.
I WRITE: When I'm bored.
I WIN: Occasionally.
I LOSE: Every now and then, but I don't really keep track.
I CONFUSE: My friends.
I LISTEN: To whatever I feel like listening to.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Sleeping, on the computer, or reading.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: The End.