Jul 08, 2004 22:18
Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Everytime I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you
Im so tired that I cant sleep standing on the edge of something much too deep Its funny how u feel so much but u cant say a word But ur screaming inside cant be heard
we said our final goodbyes.
well i told casey my final goodbye and was supposed to stay strong about this. last night i went to brittanys and we were talking about the whole situation and she literally made me call him. so when i did he hung up on me. its hard. i want to see him but i need to be strong. its weird really. i want to see him one last time. but i also never want to see him again. it would really work out the best if he stayed.
casey if you are reading this. im sorry. i didnt mean to interfere. just wanted to say last night that i was sorry and that mab. one day ill see you again. i love you. and stay strong.
on top of all of that im leaving sunday to go to the beach with kaili diana jenny erica murray scott michael lauren stephanie tom. i rly dont kno if i want to go anymore.
what the fucks wrong with me.
well i just need to think about FL and talk to bethany. she always knows what to do. i love that girl. if you ever need advice about anything call her.
lauren i love you gurl!
PiNkBaRbiE242: and me n u can get w/ and talk to EVERY FINE ASS GUY!!! fuck corey and casey!
damn i have to pack tonight and get up at 9am tomorrow to go to work. this sucks.
my heart will go on and on.