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Adam is blaming this on me. why? cause his mum died. THAT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT. why is he hurting me so much? he told me he was always there to pull me back up. what a load of bullshit. he pushed me so far into the ground that he broke my heart along the way, though, that doesn't matter because I hurt him. and of course, it's all about him. it always has been. and of course I never cared. I mean, I only made him feel good, I only saw him every weekend when I had stuff to do...I only called him my best friend. LOL!! THAT DOESN'T MATTER AT AL!!!! HAHAHAHA i'm a dumb ass and I don't matter.