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It has yet again been a while since I've written...A lot of things have happened. Been talking to Monkey as of late. Got an apartment. And other such things. I feel I have this whole story to write but no where to begin or even what to actually say. I feel lost in a sense. Dunno how or why.
I miss friends. chillin, acting stupid as fuck just to see what kind of looks we could get from people. most of all just sitting around talking. I've lost my friends. I'm not saying thats its not my fault bc I know I could have saved a few of them. I guess everyone just grew up, grew apart, living their own seperate lives.
The apartment is going well...I love it. Have pretty cool downstairs neighbors too...lol, something is ALWAYS goin on down there. People always around chillin. Still kinda if-y if I can actually do this. Bills keep piling and money vanishes quite fast. So far its been ok...working my ass off....2 days off in a row, have gone by so fast, wish they could last forever.
Platinum...some nights I enjoy working there other nights I just want to back down in to a corner and cry bc I dont want to be there so bad. But I just suck it up those days and do what I need to do bc the bills need to get paid. Aero...I just hate it there. The employees the customers...they can all suck my left tit! The only manager wise person that I actually like is Tim. Employee wise, of course, col and thats about it.
Everyone here is watching Jackass laughing their asses off while I sit here in the corner on the puter wanting to cry for some reason. I'm not depressed, just bored and when i get bored I start thinking to much...not good...I dunno. I need to get fucked up...so excuse me....
I miss friends. chillin, acting stupid as fuck just to see what kind of looks we could get from people. most of all just sitting around talking. I've lost my friends. I'm not saying thats its not my fault bc I know I could have saved a few of them. I guess everyone just grew up, grew apart, living their own seperate lives.
The apartment is going well...I love it. Have pretty cool downstairs neighbors too...lol, something is ALWAYS goin on down there. People always around chillin. Still kinda if-y if I can actually do this. Bills keep piling and money vanishes quite fast. So far its been ok...working my ass off....2 days off in a row, have gone by so fast, wish they could last forever.
Platinum...some nights I enjoy working there other nights I just want to back down in to a corner and cry bc I dont want to be there so bad. But I just suck it up those days and do what I need to do bc the bills need to get paid. Aero...I just hate it there. The employees the customers...they can all suck my left tit! The only manager wise person that I actually like is Tim. Employee wise, of course, col and thats about it.
Everyone here is watching Jackass laughing their asses off while I sit here in the corner on the puter wanting to cry for some reason. I'm not depressed, just bored and when i get bored I start thinking to much...not good...I dunno. I need to get fucked up...so excuse me....